messy

such a long time i didnt post any blog here....my life is getting horrible terrible messy now...i dont know waht i suppose to do...everything is mixed together.....i cant really enjoy my holiday...even through my result is getting better from semester to semester...but i stil not happy....i not sure that is what i really want to have now....
im crushing with a guy those days...........................................................
maybe i should not say crushing , is cheating.....
when the first time we met, he told me "yehan, you know, you really cute...i wish to hold your hand when we were watching movie...but you moved away.....i hope.................."blak blak blak....is not important now.....
he siad he wanna to take care of me....cheh....maybe is me to desire to have people love me....i didnt think to much and put all my feelling and love on him..................................
i dont know what he really want................can i shoot CJB on him now?
can i?should i? i dont know......
now.....he told me he need time to think again....and said is me crushing him first.............
WTF!!!!!not me....is you....
i think i should end our relation now....even get you rid from my friend list.....i will even change my insurance agent....i not wish to depend on you again...WTF.....you are the first guy i shoot such words on you....u can see how angry im....

im come back

long time no update myself here....
suddenly feel wanna post something here today...
but dunno wat should i write....
just....
just...
just....
giancarlo tham wing kiat...
im waiting u to ask me...
but i know is far...
but...
im keep waiting......
one day maybe one day..........................................

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經典的男女真心話 - 他對你的心話，妳對他的心話，是像這樣嗎？

1.当你收到“你干嘛呢？” 实际上是想说“我想你了”
2.当你收到“呵呵”，多是没笑或者傻笑
3.但如果是“哈哈” “嘿嘿”或者“嘎嘎”，这时你打过去一定是在笑
4.说你“傻瓜” “笨蛋” 其实是关心你，担心你，希望你照顾好自己`
5.如果是问句结束，其实是希望能和你多聊一会儿
6.“哦”多半是在敷衍
7.但如果是“知道啦” “收到” “遵命”之类的则表示比较在意
8.有时劝你忙自己的，其实他口是心非
9.把他的傻事 丢脸的或是失落的事告诉你，是希望你安慰他，开导他，甚至骂骂他
10.主动发给你，说明你在他心目中有一定的分量，一般人不喜欢和不在意的人罗嗦
11.如果给你起外号，是希望你可以记住他多一点
12.“我刚到” “我已经到家咯”说明进屋第一个想到的是你
13.“你到家了就告诉我一声啊” “你到家了没啊？”意思是我要你一定平安，我不许你有事
14.有时不会那么巧就错发给你，可能是他想发给你又实在没东西发，虽然这样很蠢
15.收到“转发2人会幸福哦”，是他觉得这条短信很有意思，但是又不忍心让你转发给10个人，就偷偷的把10改成了2
16.凡是那种“不转发就会不幸”诅咒性质的，他不是没有收到过，但是绝不会转发给你
17.有一阵你没有收到过他的短信，但并不代表他草稿箱里没有
18.如果可能，他晚上不关机就是因为你
really lo....im the person like this...hehe...baby always scold me geh...haha

living in lied

PK and i found that one of our roomate is same category with us...
we just dont know how to persue him to come out since he is in a relationship..
we just using some "sensitif" words talk with him...haizs...
why should i living in such lied?
haha...
i just tallked with PK this afternoon...
me "i scared the roomate guess that im in relationship with my goodfriend that i always having dinner..."
PK "if i dont know you are in relationship with other, i will think that one is your bf too la..."
me "what la...we are really good freind please..."
PK "chehhhh..."
me "hng...ya la...i dating with him la...just saying what you want to listen..."
i hate living in lied la..i just cant contol myself when see the roomate...moreover...i know who is his bf lo...haizs...
but...
who cares?who want to care?
i just care myself...
who knows...

3 sisters

today i gonna to talk about 3 sisters...me, PK and BS...
talk about me first la...
im 20 years old and 3 months now, in a relationship...
PK: yehan, you think he suit to you?
me: i dont know...really...
PK: we should find a people same status with you...
me: ya...i try to...but i always find with my feelling...
PK: he is younger than you...you gonna to take care of him...
actually i dont know what i really want...but..at this moment at least i know i love bao bei...confusing...

next--->BS
BS is 20 years old 4 month, single
Bs ar....he is quite complicated la...he first love in he was in form 4 with a quite handsome guy la...they are still good freind now...hehe...
he just met a guy cheating him...
the guy actually is 30++ but chaeted him said he is only 20++ o...
a childish guy...the way he talk like a 19++ boy boy....
me: you gonna accept him?
BS: how i can accept?
me: agree la...such a...haizs...cant think a word to descript him la...just leave la...find a better guy
BS: waitting you intro to me la...
me: walao...chehe...

next-->PK
Pk is 19 years old and 10 months, a guy wooing him
haha...PK is my housemate now...we can talk until late night now lo...
and we found a housemate is same category with us...haha
yesterday i successfully help Pk express his feelling to the guy he like...haha
hope he can in love within this week with my helping la...haha
the guy is quite nice for him...at least i know PK will be safe if they together la...kaka
this is his first love la...haha

we 3 are same...very young we already lost our virginal...all is cheated by people...haha...haizs...hope we 3 are best sister always...and found our true love...

Pak tuo

tommorrow i will pak tuo (dating) with bao bei o...kaka...we both didnt go out such long time ar...sienx....
tomorrow we will go to KLCC after i finished class at 12pm lu~~~
test is on this friday...haizs..havent touch the book yet...how to test ler?i also dont know la...even i read the book i also dont know how to answer lo...anyways...is multiple choice question..haha...
i like to date with bao bei lo...cause he will do something surprise me..haha
those days i feel so down lo...because my yilong didi say me look old wor..haizs...he always say im look young before de....the first time we met after he went to singapore to study lo...said me old...haizs...made me sad...he said he want to come to KL wor...dont want to bring he to gai gai liao...let him alone...kaka...