how do i live without you

your face suddenly came out in my mind while i shower...
i dont know why...
i really miss you much...
although we break up 2 years++ already....
are you fine there?
are you happy?
have you eat?
are you miss me too?
im all right here...
im the fool...
i still waiting for you...
you bring many memories to me....
sorry....how do i live without you, Chun Mun.....

Not enough sleep

i just not enough sleep for this week...i sleep for at least 8 hours per day...this week i just can sleep 5 hours per day...mosy great was the day before enterprenuership day la...i just sleep 1 and half hour lo...tat day i went to Suang's college to sleep lo...we just busying on preparinf the handphones and pencil boxes on the day...we started do work at 12am and finished on 5am and woke up at 6.30am to decorate stall...damn tired that day and continue drawing from 9am-4pm...damn tired....

there are the thing i done on this week...

Monday

- preparing enterprenuership day

- attend class

Tuesday

- persentation for TITAS

- preparing persentation for English and Marketing

Wednesday

- persentation English at 10am

- persentation Marketing at 3.45pm

- 4pm went to take chairs and table

- 8.30pm went to Suang's college

- 12am started drawing sample

Thursday

- reached stall at 7.30am

- non-stop drawing from 9am-4pm

- 6pm sleep deadly on bed

- 8.45pm went to dicussion on Human Resource case study

publicity department...we do the big Mask together...im the designer of course

Friday

- 8.45am reached stall

- drawing until 12pm and close stall

- sleep 2 hours

- preparing for Biz Nite until 12am

Saturday

- woke until at 9am to prepare go to Biz nite

- 12pm went out from room

- doing stage decoration

- 3pm make up

- 6pm rehesal

- 7pm started Biz Nite until 12am

- sleep at 2.30am

hope today i can finish all my assignment and project...Gods bless me

happy-ing

i super happy today lo...
today is the second day for our entreprenuership day...
got a girl came and asked
"is it here can help people to draw the hp cover?"
"yup..."me
"i want one..."
haha...people appreciate my art...
and ot another girl when we closing stall...
"can you help me to change something?i want color it...can?"
finished change... A thrid year beautiful senior requested me to design for her
"it is you design for me?"
"yup..."
"really petty...i like it..."
muahaha...damn happy la me...

damn tired

today is damn tired...
busy drawing on my entreprenuership day...
non-stop drawing from 9-5...
continue best job tommorrow..

May I Know You?

i like your hairsytle...
i like your hair's color...
i like the way you dress up yourself...
i like to see your smile...
i like the way you look at me...
i like the way you hold your bag...
i would like to would you...
i just know you are in accounting 3rd year student...
next time i see you...
i would like to say 4 word 11 letters...
"May I know you?"

SEcRet

i dont know this was how many time i watched this movie....
but..i still touching and cry for this time..
i dont know why lu~~~
maybe i stupid...cheat by the character ba...
hehe...dont know...
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Xiao Lun playing piano:
"Seems that you used to use only one hand to play piano ya..."Xiao Yu
"due to i can use another hand to hold you a....."Xiao Lun
this is the dialogue i like most in this movie.......

Xiao Yu is from 20 years before Xiao Lun...but she tried hard to come to meet him....first sight determine the fate....

FoLlow ThE nOtEs UpoN tHe JouRneY

At fIrSt siGhT mAkeS One'S DesTiny

OnCe tHE VoYaGe CoMes tO aN eNd

ReTurN LiEd WiThiN HasTy KeYs

i not only like the sentences in the movie...i love all the music in the movie...the way they put together...something chamistery happend...i just love it...

of cause..not least...the Xiao Lun is act by my SUPER IDOL Jay Chou...hehe

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

This is the song i love most....i remember and miss you again...Chun Mun....but you never know now...i just can keep it inside my heart...all paint and teras return to my heart....

busy+happy+tired=?

im quite busy and tired today lu~~~but very happy la!!!hehe...^*^

i woke up at 7.30am today....faster went to shower and prepared myself for the fashion show lu~~~actually the fashion show is the way we promote our Business Night la...im the commitee member in the Publicity department la...by the way...my design had been choosen as the ticket lo...and the guy who bully, he didnt get any chances to show his "talent" lo~~~hehe...actually the head of department and we choose his design for banner use la...but...at the any the change to another design which designed by a Malay senior lo....and when he saw it, he was shock and non-stop critizing lo...and us mad...haizs...why got such people in the world ler? Ah Suang said" i dont know why you still can tahan him lo...i tak boleh tahan liao..."so, i considered win?i dont know...at leasy my designed had been choosen lo....

talk back to the fashion show...i pursuaded Suang to accompany me to walk la as she is not joining the program but she wiling to help me lo...i dont wish to walk and hold other girls' hand lu..hehe...done a very stupid show la..haha...one show at 9am...walked in the lecture hall and actinf pose lo...for me was stupid but happy lu~~

9am is my english class...Peggy saw me with a "wha..."...and i sat with Big Head and KeeKee lo...

"why you wearing formal?" KeeKee

"Eir...not formal la...with short pants la.."Big Head

"for the Biz night show lu~~~"me

"no wonder...you are very cute today lo...more cute than KeeKee.."Big Head

"use English please..."lecturer...

haha....then we sleep for three hours in the english class...

after finished class...i have to sell the ticket at the counter...without lunch lo...hungry..haizs...

"YeHan, are you join the fashion show?"Ali (he is a student from Iran)

"Yup.."me

"you look nice lo..."Ali

gave back him a smile and eye with full of tiredness....haha...i dont know how to respon lo...

at 2pm, a show again....this time...the lecture hall is too dark...Ah Suang nearly falling down...fortunately she hold my hand tighly lo...

"Ahhh...Ah John....Eir..."Suang talking while showing...

i knew she nearly falling down lo...i cant laugh lu~~~in showing ma...haha...i just laugh loudly after the show...haha..

"you la...asking me to do those stupid things...where is my face now?"Suang...

"not my wrong...you are too careless.."me....muahaha...

quickly rush to the Quantity Analysis tutorial class ma...class at 2pm lu~~~

"Ah John...my friend Xin Yee say you are handsome today..."PeiPei...

"hehe..no la...i dont know how to answer you ler..."me...

the guy who bully me looked at me...i dont know why he will feel unhappy when people said im better than him la...he always think he is better lu~~~hehe....and then the lecturer discussed the test on last week...so sad...i get 14/20 only lo....those 5 questions are i totally dont know how to do lo...and 1 question is my carelessness...haizzs...

finished QA tutorial...we went to Marketing tutorial la...PeiPei started "quarrel" with her friend, XinYee lo...

"Ah John, Xin Yee said you are cute today wor..."PeiPei, she mentioned again

i gave her back a smile...

"Eir...it seems like is the sound from your bottom heart lo..you said twice lu~~~"XinYee

"Aiyo...i just told Ah John again...afraid he forgot..and gave youa chance lo.."PeiPei

i gave back a smile to them again...i dont know how to respon them actually...then they start theis so-called "quarrel"...lazy to heard..

"@#$%^&*)".......

actually i just wake a short pants in black in colour and a formal shirt white in coluor and with a tie ma....just simple lu~~~hehe

after Marketing tutorial...me, Suang ,Big head and KeeKee went to Low Yatt Plaza to deal which the retail store to get the cheaper stuff to sell on our Enterprenuership Day lo..but fail...haha...so we decided to cheat lecturer...haha...plan well....muahaha...we just desparate and sitting there to eat lo...and chit chatting on other stuff...haha...that is real us...just will do thing in last minute...haizs...

today is very tired but happy lu~~~tomorrow i will go back to hometown la...there is a holiday on Monday ma...wakaaka....but...tomorrow got a fashion show again lu~~~haizs...scare...cause in the class people all know me...sure MengCher will "wash me gao gao" la....i dont want....bu no chance...gonna cry la~~~afraid+scare= yehan will do stupid things...haizs....

raining

today raining for whole day jor....moody...nice slept lo...wakaka....woke up at 10.30am then went to wash face...sit in front of loppy and watch " Journey to West"....such a old drama huh...haha...borrow from friend lu~~~and then..11.30am went to shower....after apply all lotion, toner....12.45pm went to have my lunch...hehe...study Economics cause got teas on tuesday lu~~~2.30pm...slept deadly on bed...4.30pm woke up...opened loppy again...chatting with Jacky...and then read Economics again...WTF...dont know what the book trying to tell me...haizs...didnt listen in class la...sleeping...skip class...haizs....6pm go to take my dinner while watching "Journey to West" lo....mummy called me...
"how o...i dont know everything ler...Tues got exam ar..."me
"why you dont ask you friend ler?"mum
"they also dont know lo..."me
"lecturer ler?"mum
"lazy.."me
"that is you la..."mum
"haha..."me
"say want to push up CGPA somemore....cheating lo...dont know whether can graduate or not.."mum
"huhu...said me like this...im very hard working now..."me
"ya lu~~~hard working online and watching.."mum
"eirrrr............"me
rain...wash off all the dirtiness...give world a new face....new life after raining...yeah...