D調的奢華

messy

2009-12-25T08:46:00.000-08:00

such a long time i didnt post any blog here....my life is getting horrible terrible messy now...i dont know waht i suppose to do...everything is mixed together.....i cant really enjoy my holiday...even through my result is getting better from semester to semester...but i stil not happy....i not sure that is what i really want to have now....
im crushing with a guy those days...........................................................
maybe i should not say crushing , is cheating.....
when the first time we met, he told me "yehan, you know, you really cute...i wish to hold your hand when we were watching movie...but you moved away.....i hope.................."blak blak blak....is not important now.....
he siad he wanna to take care of me....cheh....maybe is me to desire to have people love me....i didnt think to much and put all my feelling and love on him..................................
i dont know what he really want................can i shoot CJB on him now?
can i?should i? i dont know......
now.....he told me he need time to think again....and said is me crushing him first.............
WTF!!!!!not me....is you....
i think i should end our relation now....even get you rid from my friend list.....i will even change my insurance agent....i not wish to depend on you again...WTF.....you are the first guy i shoot such words on you....u can see how angry im....

im come back

2009-11-28T09:40:00.000-08:00

long time no update myself here....
suddenly feel wanna post something here today...
but dunno wat should i write....
just....
just...
just....
giancarlo tham wing kiat...
im waiting u to ask me...
but i know is far...
but...
im keep waiting......
one day maybe one day..........................................

暗恋

2009-07-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋
暗恋

經典的男女真心話 - 他對你的心話，妳對他的心話，是像這樣嗎？

2009-07-10T19:24:00.000-07:00

1.当你收到“你干嘛呢？” 实际上是想说“我想你了”
2.当你收到“呵呵”，多是没笑或者傻笑
3.但如果是“哈哈” “嘿嘿”或者“嘎嘎”，这时你打过去一定是在笑
4.说你“傻瓜” “笨蛋” 其实是关心你，担心你，希望你照顾好自己`
5.如果是问句结束，其实是希望能和你多聊一会儿
6.“哦”多半是在敷衍
7.但如果是“知道啦” “收到” “遵命”之类的则表示比较在意
8.有时劝你忙自己的，其实他口是心非
9.把他的傻事丢脸的或是失落的事告诉你，是希望你安慰他，开导他，甚至骂骂他
10.主动发给你，说明你在他心目中有一定的分量，一般人不喜欢和不在意的人罗嗦
11.如果给你起外号，是希望你可以记住他多一点
12.“我刚到” “我已经到家咯”说明进屋第一个想到的是你
13.“你到家了就告诉我一声啊” “你到家了没啊？”意思是我要你一定平安，我不许你有事
14.有时不会那么巧就错发给你，可能是他想发给你又实在没东西发，虽然这样很蠢
15.收到“转发2人会幸福哦”，是他觉得这条短信很有意思，但是又不忍心让你转发给10个人，就偷偷的把10改成了2
16.凡是那种“不转发就会不幸”诅咒性质的，他不是没有收到过，但是绝不会转发给你
17.有一阵你没有收到过他的短信，但并不代表他草稿箱里没有
18.如果可能，他晚上不关机就是因为你
really lo....im the person like this...hehe...baby always scold me geh...haha

living in lied

2009-06-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

PK and i found that one of our roomate is same category with us...
we just dont know how to persue him to come out since he is in a relationship..
we just using some "sensitif" words talk with him...haizs...
why should i living in such lied?
haha...
i just tallked with PK this afternoon...
me "i scared the roomate guess that im in relationship with my goodfriend that i always having dinner..."
PK "if i dont know you are in relationship with other, i will think that one is your bf too la..."
me "what la...we are really good freind please..."
PK "chehhhh..."
me "hng...ya la...i dating with him la...just saying what you want to listen..."
i hate living in lied la..i just cant contol myself when see the roomate...moreover...i know who is his bf lo...haizs...
but...
who cares?who want to care?
i just care myself...
who knows...

3 sisters

2009-06-14T22:48:00.000-07:00

today i gonna to talk about 3 sisters...me, PK and BS...
talk about me first la...
im 20 years old and 3 months now, in a relationship...
PK: yehan, you think he suit to you?
me: i dont know...really...
PK: we should find a people same status with you...
me: ya...i try to...but i always find with my feelling...
PK: he is younger than you...you gonna to take care of him...
actually i dont know what i really want...but..at this moment at least i know i love bao bei...confusing...

next--->BS
BS is 20 years old 4 month, single
Bs ar....he is quite complicated la...he first love in he was in form 4 with a quite handsome guy la...they are still good freind now...hehe...
he just met a guy cheating him...
the guy actually is 30++ but chaeted him said he is only 20++ o...
a childish guy...the way he talk like a 19++ boy boy....
me: you gonna accept him?
BS: how i can accept?
me: agree la...such a...haizs...cant think a word to descript him la...just leave la...find a better guy
BS: waitting you intro to me la...
me: walao...chehe...

next-->PK
Pk is 19 years old and 10 months, a guy wooing him
haha...PK is my housemate now...we can talk until late night now lo...
and we found a housemate is same category with us...haha
yesterday i successfully help Pk express his feelling to the guy he like...haha
hope he can in love within this week with my helping la...haha
the guy is quite nice for him...at least i know PK will be safe if they together la...kaka
this is his first love la...haha

we 3 are same...very young we already lost our virginal...all is cheated by people...haha...haizs...hope we 3 are best sister always...and found our true love...

Pak tuo

2009-06-09T02:14:00.000-07:00

tommorrow i will pak tuo (dating) with bao bei o...kaka...we both didnt go out such long time ar...sienx....
tomorrow we will go to KLCC after i finished class at 12pm lu~~~
test is on this friday...haizs..havent touch the book yet...how to test ler?i also dont know la...even i read the book i also dont know how to answer lo...anyways...is multiple choice question..haha...
i like to date with bao bei lo...cause he will do something surprise me..haha
those days i feel so down lo...because my yilong didi say me look old wor..haizs...he always say im look young before de....the first time we met after he went to singapore to study lo...said me old...haizs...made me sad...he said he want to come to KL wor...dont want to bring he to gai gai liao...let him alone...kaka...

new update

2009-06-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

i very long time didnt update myself here lo...
very busy on those week...and my house just can online lo...
busy on assignments , presentations, cleaning house and buying new furniture...
last week was our first dating...
"hubby..the two guys behind you are see at us and discussing us..."
"how you know?"
"aiyo...i can see their mouth ma...and i get what they say lo..."
i went back home and then told PK about this...
"maybe you guys were too over..."
"didnt i? we just fed each other ar...is it over?"
"ok...i dont wish to talk with you already...you are showing..."
"where got...PK..."
i can hug my bao bei up lo...am i great?haha....
bao bei is really bao bei ar....with a child face but very mature lo...haha
sometime i think is that i give enough to bao bei...
PK always give me a same answer...absoulutely la...you already gave many...
he always joking me "you already forgot Ah B..."
"i dont know...maybe...haha"
my result came out lo...is better then last semester la...but not well as i aim lo...but never mind...i will work hard for next semester also de...kaka

moving house

2009-05-16T00:13:00.000-07:00

those days i was busying in moving house...from hostel to a room and then from a room to a house...haizs...moved to there place in one week...there is no any network connection in my new place...have to wait all my housemate come back and decide...haizs...damn...cant online for 2 months ar...sure die lo...haizs..only can online in uni lo...haizs...
im in hometown now for my face...for the re-check...
my bao bei sure will be crazy la...if knew im in hometown again...kaka...
my bao bei get mad when saw i post his name on my blog...haha..nobody will know who are you de la,bao bei...haha...just woeey people will know lo...
i break my record cause i went to sing k twice in this week...first time i went to sing with keekee and big head in SS2 cause we really dont know what to do at night...after dinner we just went to K Box to spend our time at there...second time i was sing K with yu ying, Aireen,suang,suang's bf,ying chun,keekee and big head...from2.30pm until 8.30pm...my bao bei so surpise lo...haha..
me and bao bei are busying on our own things tihis week..i love you...really

To do List...

2009-05-10T19:55:00.000-07:00

1. wake up bao bei at 5.45am...
2. help him to iron the school shirt
3. pick up him when the lunch time...
"havent working la....still in school...where got lunch time ler?"
"dont care...when you gradute?"
"2 years after..."
"eir...so long time..we are old that time...dont want you already..haha.."
"ya la ya la...hubby is old..."
"ya lu~~older than me 3 years old..."
4. help him bath...
"my lazy bao bei...even lazy to bath lu~"
5. help him dry his hair
6. wash his shirt
7. hug his take nap
8. wake him up
9. have dinner together
10. watching movie
sunday and saturday--->go gai gai and shopping...
"haizs...why you want me to do so many things ar...?"
"aiyo...just do for me la...by the way you also need to those things everyday ma.."
"excuses...haha"
"you want do or not?!"
"want la want la...you are bao bei ma.."
"that is my lovely hubby...that why i love you much..."
but today is wake me up la...cause i not ease in the new place...cant sleep well...

Nagging....

2009-05-08T19:38:00.000-07:00

my bao bei asked me a question yesterday a...
"hubby, did u write blog for me?"
"eir...got one a...why you asked so?"
"hng...only one?we together more than one month already ler..."
"aiyo...we together when im in exam ar...how i write for you ler?and i only write one blog in the period ma..."
"forgive you this time...dont scrap with you...cause i just wan sayang you today..."
"aiyo..bao bei..you havent tell me why you suddenly asked such weird question ler..."
"i write my friend's blog just now...envy the guy la..."
"kaka...no wonder...haizs..."
"who ask my hubby is a stupid ler...all my fault..."
"eir...said me like this..."
then my bao bei non-stop nagging me and remember me to write blog for him la...
and he made a conclusion...
"hubby is panda himself is pig wor..."< l@.@l >
my bao bei is like that la...sometime treat me really good enough but sometime...haizs...made me crazy...
"why u treat me so bad?"
"then only you can remember me...kakaka"
haha...my crazy bao bei...
i sure he will crazy again when he read this blog la...
and i will be the "craziest"...hehe...cause need to think way to make him happy...
haha...
i will go back KL today...first me ler...drive myself...kan jiong la....kaka...
but...cant meet bao bei lo...he is preparing for his exam now...he mummy will scold if he go out la...need permission de...haha
tommorrow post all the things my bao bei wants me to do everyday...i must remember ar...if not..i will be crazy de...haha...i love you, yung sze...

EfFeCt....

2009-05-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

finally finished my exam...
noe i realized tat is not easy to take 8 subject in one semester...
made me really tired...
haizs...
effect from the final exam---->
for sure...get more fat...
everyday study until late night...
and then eat n eat n eat...
haizs...
now i regret la....
give me 2 months to lose 5 kg...
i must do it!!!!!!
second....pimples come up again...
gonna crazsy la...
tis is first time...
got so many pimples on my face...
haizs...
how come..?
i also dont know....
ganna crazy....
hope doctor can help me this time...
haizs...
finished exam..but only have one week holiday...
kinda of sad la...
haizs....
all people got 2 months ler....
i finished my first year already....
leave 3 more semesters only....
time really go fast....
please wait for me la...
my bao bei now is getting more naughty liao...
everyday made me crazy...
but...
he know the way to make me happy again la...
"u always made me crazy now, bao bei...
"yup...crazy for love...haha"
i miss u....

爱我的资格

2009-04-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

歌曲：爱我的资格
歌手：s.h.e
专辑：青春株式会社
曲:汤小康
词:徐世珍
编曲:吕绍淳

把手放了
我也许会比较快乐
我也许会换个情人
我也许不会再撑
真的够了
能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再疼了
能不能不要开灯
我们的爱跟着
你写的剧本
出现了越来越多的角色
我是你什么人
如果不是情人
是不是不要
再浪费我的人生
你比我更清楚
你对我多好
多温柔多认真
不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我
想着我只有我
爱本来就该独一无二
为你伤心多一点少一点
流下的眼泪都一样不值得
世界上那么多人
只有我一个人
能拯救自己的快乐
不要再为你哭了

鍾無豔

2009-04-17T20:26:00.000-07:00

謝安琪 - 鍾無豔
作曲：Christopher Chak
填詞：林夕
其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你只懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大化身
其實我想暗中崩潰脆弱如戀人
誰在你兩臂中低得不需要身份
＊無奈被你識穿這個念頭　得到好處的你　　　
明示不想失去絕世好友 　
沒有得你的允許　我都會愛下去 　
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去 　
我痛恨成熟到不要你望著我流淚 　
但漂亮笑下去　彷佛冬天飲雪水 　
被你一貫的贊許　卻不配愛下去 　
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣 　
我甘於當副車也是快樂著唏噓 　
彼此這麼了解＊
難怪注定似兄妹一對
其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心虧准我體諒
無人問我寂寞像投何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變爲偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如　月亮
爲奴婢爲你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相
Repeat＊
讓我決定我的快樂那須得你的允許　
我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷佛冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的贊許　無須裝說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼了解　難怪注定似兄妹一對
你的他怎允許　　結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水　讓我抱在懷內吻下去

same singer with 囍帖街( weeding card street) huh?....
but the street really existing in Hong Kong la....
talking about a girl divorce with his husband for several reason.....

鍾無豔 (a chinese girl, she is ugly but brave enough...she is a lady of emperor...she always help the emperor gain the territory)--->
talking about a girl love a guy but the guy dont love the girl...
the girl didnt give up...
she give everything the guy wants...
although she know the guy dont love her....
he just give, give and give....
just want the guy gain his happiness...
she acting brave enough in front the guy....
she still love the guy...
the meaning and the singer's sound made me cry while first time listen the song...

happy birthday to yeHan

2009-04-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u~~~
happy birthday to yehan...
20 years old lu~~~aza aza for exam n future a...

囍帖街

2009-04-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

忘掉種過的花
重新的出發
放棄理想吧
別再看塵封的囍帖
你正在要搬家
築得起
人應該接受
都有日倒下
其實沒有一種安穩快樂
永遠也不差
就似這一區
曾經稱得上
美滿甲天下
但霎眼
全街的單位
快要住滿烏鴉
好景不會每日常在
天梯不可只往上爬
愛的人
沒有一生一世嗎
大概不需要害怕
忘掉愛過的他
當初的囍帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆
及一切美麗舊年華
明日同步拆下
忘掉有過的家
小餐枱、沙發、雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光境不過借出
到期拿回嗎
等不到下一代
是嗎
忘掉砌過的沙
回憶的堡壘
刹那已倒下
面對這
墳起的荒土
你註定學會瀟灑
階磚不會拒絕磨蝕
窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情
就會一生一世嗎
又再惋惜有用嗎
忘掉愛過的他
當初的囍帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆
及一切美麗舊年華
明日同步拆下
忘掉有過的家小餐枱、沙發、雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光境不過借出
到期拿回嗎
終須會時辰到
別怕
請放下手裡那鎖匙
好嗎

i fall in love with this song...made me cried for whole day after listen...i dont who is the singer but so touching

永远在一起

2009-04-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
眼泪她为你流过
也为自己掉过
对于你们的爱
她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间
谢谢她的守候
是时候紧紧牵她的手
带她到你的城堡裡
最近还好吗
想念的心开不了口
枯想着妳有没有好好过
担心着妳每天生活
你好吗最近如何
照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过
不让你担心多一秒
想念着每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步是最浪漫的事
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心裡面有你建的角落
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
妳爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱着妳不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空
cuz baby girl I'm coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
幸福少了妳在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱不是悸动
守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手
心疼妳会睡不好
总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给妳依靠
哄妳看妳笑着睡着
照片裡你的微笑
我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念
代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景
爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持
阳光灿烂午后我又在街上走
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了
像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属于我们的转角
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面
oh baby girl I'm coming back home
Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活
没有办法想像
那画面一个孤独的背影走在
小公园一颗心需要暖一双手需要牵
故事要有美好结局需要两双手来写
永远不是只出现在童话裡的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们要一起珍藏

~form: Da Zui Ba~

dating~~~

2009-04-09T19:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday i my first time dating with you~~~
your are so romatic~~~
thanks~~~
i will study hard for my exam ya~~~
hubby~~i love you~~~
bb will guai guai here...

Gemuruh

2009-04-07T04:42:00.000-07:00

bila berlaku rentak dikalbu
hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
bila bergema laungan gempita
harapan bernyala nadiku berganda
gumuruh jiwa semangat membara
dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa
ungkapan ini bukan sekadar bermimpi
segalanya pastikan terbukti nanti
gumuruh jiwa semangat membara
dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa
gumuruh jiwa semangat membara
dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa
menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

this is my orientation week theme song...today i listen back the song....many memories came back...3 days more im not longer a first years student but a senior...haizs...time pass really fast...i miss you,time...dont go fast.....
Human Resource's lecturer end his lecture with a video clip...he really a fantastic lecturer...at last he also remind us to pursua our dream and dont give up in the journey...i think he will be the lecturer i like the most lo...treat us like friend...haha...
the song is really meaningful...everyone is special...and you must brave to strive your dream...

birthday+final exam

2009-04-06T05:46:00.000-07:00

ah....10 more days is my birthday lu~~~
getting old lu~~~how?
im 20 years old already after 1o days...
dont want a...too old lo~~~
ahhhhh.....
my final exam start on 17 April right after my birthday...
tat's means i cant go out to celebrate la?
hizzzzzzzzzzz.....
hng........
by the way...i havent start my revision lo....~~~
how to go to exam?
kill me ba.....
god bless me.....hope so....

crazy-ing for two day

2009-04-02T16:31:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, April 1
after finished marketing tutorial class, keekee and big head asked me to go to watch movie together...
"are you serious?i know what date is today...dont cheat me..."me
"serious la...not joking..."keekee
then i dont think tooo much and follow then to go to Midvalley to watch movie...i even dont know what is the title of the movie lo....but the boy in the movie is so handsome..i just excited when see him in the movie...muahahaa....the movie is talking about UFO....story is SUCK!!!!
thursday, April 2
after finished quantitative analysis class me, KeeKee, BigHead and Yao went to sing K in The Garden lu~~~sing for 4 hours...we gonna crazy la....hehe...non-stop sing...
as keekee said...just relax before final exam...but i dont start my revision yet...i die soon...ah...three week after start my final...god bless me....ah men...

how do i live without you

2009-03-31T05:45:00.000-07:00

your face suddenly came out in my mind while i shower...
i dont know why...
i really miss you much...
although we break up 2 years++ already....
are you fine there?
are you happy?
have you eat?
are you miss me too?
im all right here...
im the fool...
i still waiting for you...
you bring many memories to me....
sorry....how do i live without you, Chun Mun.....

Not enough sleep

2009-03-28T20:17:00.000-07:00

i just not enough sleep for this week...i sleep for at least 8 hours per day...this week i just can sleep 5 hours per day...mosy great was the day before enterprenuership day la...i just sleep 1 and half hour lo...tat day i went to Suang's college to sleep lo...we just busying on preparinf the handphones and pencil boxes on the day...we started do work at 12am and finished on 5am and woke up at 6.30am to decorate stall...damn tired that day and continue drawing from 9am-4pm...damn tired....

there are the thing i done on this week...

Monday

- preparing enterprenuership day

- attend class

Tuesday

- persentation for TITAS

- preparing persentation for English and Marketing

Wednesday

- persentation English at 10am

- persentation Marketing at 3.45pm

- 4pm went to take chairs and table

- 8.30pm went to Suang's college

- 12am started drawing sample

Thursday

- reached stall at 7.30am

- non-stop drawing from 9am-4pm

- 6pm sleep deadly on bed

- 8.45pm went to dicussion on Human Resource case study

publicity department...we do the big Mask together...im the designer of course

Friday

- 8.45am reached stall

- drawing until 12pm and close stall

- sleep 2 hours

- preparing for Biz Nite until 12am

Saturday

- woke until at 9am to prepare go to Biz nite

- 12pm went out from room

- doing stage decoration

- 3pm make up

- 6pm rehesal

- 7pm started Biz Nite until 12am

- sleep at 2.30am

hope today i can finish all my assignment and project...Gods bless me

happy-ing

2009-03-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

i super happy today lo...
today is the second day for our entreprenuership day...
got a girl came and asked
"is it here can help people to draw the hp cover?"
"yup..."me
"i want one..."
haha...people appreciate my art...
and ot another girl when we closing stall...
"can you help me to change something?i want color it...can?"
finished change... A thrid year beautiful senior requested me to design for her
"it is you design for me?"
"yup..."
"really petty...i like it..."
muahaha...damn happy la me...

damn tired

2009-03-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

today is damn tired...
busy drawing on my entreprenuership day...
non-stop drawing from 9-5...
continue best job tommorrow..

May I Know You?

2009-03-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

i like your hairsytle...
i like your hair's color...
i like the way you dress up yourself...
i like to see your smile...
i like the way you look at me...
i like the way you hold your bag...
i would like to would you...
i just know you are in accounting 3rd year student...
next time i see you...
i would like to say 4 word 11 letters...
"May I know you?"

SEcRet

2009-03-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

i dont know this was how many time i watched this movie....
but..i still touching and cry for this time..
i dont know why lu~~~
maybe i stupid...cheat by the character ba...
hehe...dont know...
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Xiao Lun playing piano:
"Seems that you used to use only one hand to play piano ya..."Xiao Yu
"due to i can use another hand to hold you a....."Xiao Lun
this is the dialogue i like most in this movie.......

Xiao Yu is from 20 years before Xiao Lun...but she tried hard to come to meet him....first sight determine the fate....

FoLlow ThE nOtEs UpoN tHe JouRneY

At fIrSt siGhT mAkeS One'S DesTiny

OnCe tHE VoYaGe CoMes tO aN eNd

ReTurN LiEd WiThiN HasTy KeYs

i not only like the sentences in the movie...i love all the music in the movie...the way they put together...something chamistery happend...i just love it...

of cause..not least...the Xiao Lun is act by my SUPER IDOL Jay Chou...hehe

Because of you

2009-03-13T19:58:00.000-07:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

This is the song i love most....i remember and miss you again...Chun Mun....but you never know now...i just can keep it inside my heart...all paint and teras return to my heart....

busy+happy+tired=?

2009-03-04T05:43:00.000-08:00

im quite busy and tired today lu~~~but very happy la!!!hehe...^*^

i woke up at 7.30am today....faster went to shower and prepared myself for the fashion show lu~~~actually the fashion show is the way we promote our Business Night la...im the commitee member in the Publicity department la...by the way...my design had been choosen as the ticket lo...and the guy who bully, he didnt get any chances to show his "talent" lo~~~hehe...actually the head of department and we choose his design for banner use la...but...at the any the change to another design which designed by a Malay senior lo....and when he saw it, he was shock and non-stop critizing lo...and us mad...haizs...why got such people in the world ler? Ah Suang said" i dont know why you still can tahan him lo...i tak boleh tahan liao..."so, i considered win?i dont know...at leasy my designed had been choosen lo....

talk back to the fashion show...i pursuaded Suang to accompany me to walk la as she is not joining the program but she wiling to help me lo...i dont wish to walk and hold other girls' hand lu..hehe...done a very stupid show la..haha...one show at 9am...walked in the lecture hall and actinf pose lo...for me was stupid but happy lu~~

9am is my english class...Peggy saw me with a "wha..."...and i sat with Big Head and KeeKee lo...

"why you wearing formal?" KeeKee

"Eir...not formal la...with short pants la.."Big Head

"for the Biz night show lu~~~"me

"no wonder...you are very cute today lo...more cute than KeeKee.."Big Head

"use English please..."lecturer...

haha....then we sleep for three hours in the english class...

after finished class...i have to sell the ticket at the counter...without lunch lo...hungry..haizs...

"YeHan, are you join the fashion show?"Ali (he is a student from Iran)

"Yup.."me

"you look nice lo..."Ali

gave back him a smile and eye with full of tiredness....haha...i dont know how to respon lo...

at 2pm, a show again....this time...the lecture hall is too dark...Ah Suang nearly falling down...fortunately she hold my hand tighly lo...

"Ahhh...Ah John....Eir..."Suang talking while showing...

i knew she nearly falling down lo...i cant laugh lu~~~in showing ma...haha...i just laugh loudly after the show...haha..

"you la...asking me to do those stupid things...where is my face now?"Suang...

"not my wrong...you are too careless.."me....muahaha...

quickly rush to the Quantity Analysis tutorial class ma...class at 2pm lu~~~

"Ah John...my friend Xin Yee say you are handsome today..."PeiPei...

"hehe..no la...i dont know how to answer you ler..."me...

the guy who bully me looked at me...i dont know why he will feel unhappy when people said im better than him la...he always think he is better lu~~~hehe....and then the lecturer discussed the test on last week...so sad...i get 14/20 only lo....those 5 questions are i totally dont know how to do lo...and 1 question is my carelessness...haizzs...

finished QA tutorial...we went to Marketing tutorial la...PeiPei started "quarrel" with her friend, XinYee lo...

"Ah John, Xin Yee said you are cute today wor..."PeiPei, she mentioned again

i gave her back a smile...

"Eir...it seems like is the sound from your bottom heart lo..you said twice lu~~~"XinYee

"Aiyo...i just told Ah John again...afraid he forgot..and gave youa chance lo.."PeiPei

i gave back a smile to them again...i dont know how to respon them actually...then they start theis so-called "quarrel"...lazy to heard..

"@#$%^&*)".......

actually i just wake a short pants in black in colour and a formal shirt white in coluor and with a tie ma....just simple lu~~~hehe

after Marketing tutorial...me, Suang ,Big head and KeeKee went to Low Yatt Plaza to deal which the retail store to get the cheaper stuff to sell on our Enterprenuership Day lo..but fail...haha...so we decided to cheat lecturer...haha...plan well....muahaha...we just desparate and sitting there to eat lo...and chit chatting on other stuff...haha...that is real us...just will do thing in last minute...haizs...

today is very tired but happy lu~~~tomorrow i will go back to hometown la...there is a holiday on Monday ma...wakaaka....but...tomorrow got a fashion show again lu~~~haizs...scare...cause in the class people all know me...sure MengCher will "wash me gao gao" la....i dont want....bu no chance...gonna cry la~~~afraid+scare= yehan will do stupid things...haizs....

raining

2009-03-01T03:14:00.001-08:00

today raining for whole day jor....moody...nice slept lo...wakaka....woke up at 10.30am then went to wash face...sit in front of loppy and watch " Journey to West"....such a old drama huh...haha...borrow from friend lu~~~and then..11.30am went to shower....after apply all lotion, toner....12.45pm went to have my lunch...hehe...study Economics cause got teas on tuesday lu~~~2.30pm...slept deadly on bed...4.30pm woke up...opened loppy again...chatting with Jacky...and then read Economics again...WTF...dont know what the book trying to tell me...haizs...didnt listen in class la...sleeping...skip class...haizs....6pm go to take my dinner while watching "Journey to West" lo....mummy called me...
"how o...i dont know everything ler...Tues got exam ar..."me
"why you dont ask you friend ler?"mum
"they also dont know lo..."me
"lecturer ler?"mum
"lazy.."me
"that is you la..."mum
"haha..."me
"say want to push up CGPA somemore....cheating lo...dont know whether can graduate or not.."mum
"huhu...said me like this...im very hard working now..."me
"ya lu~~~hard working online and watching.."mum
"eirrrr............"me
rain...wash off all the dirtiness...give world a new face....new life after raining...yeah...

一句让老婆感动一生的脏话

2009-02-26T18:08:00.000-08:00

一男子醉酒后半夜回家，醉的不醒人事，可是他第二天醒来发现并没有像他想象的那样糟糕，房子里干干净净的，桌子上还有个便条：
昨天晚上你喝醉了，早饭我做好了在厨房，你的衣服也洗干净了，下次不要这样啊————爱你的老婆。
他不明白，每次他醉酒后老婆都是大发雷霆，他感觉怪怪的。就把儿子叫来问:　
“我昨天怎么了？”　
儿子回答：　 “没什么啊，你回来后，妈妈一直再骂你，然后你在水龙头上喝了点凉水，然后妈妈就帮你脱衣服”。　
男子又问：　 “我说什么了么？” 　
“你说了很多话，都是乱七八糟的话，啥也听不出来！” 　
“别的呢？” 　
儿子又说：　 “对了，你裤子上吐的很脏，妈妈给你脱裤子的时候你骂了她一句:　　
‘***,滚开，我是有老婆的人！'　妈妈就不骂你了”
this is an E-mail i get from Big Head lo....the story talking about a drunk man and his wife....his wife is touching and not angryhim anymore when she trying to hepl him to change the jean, he said "stay aways...i have wife!!!"

SERENDIPITY

2009-02-26T05:48:00.000-08:00

today i read Melon's blog lo..he is talking about "SERENDIPITY" this word....

will i found the person who is serendipity and belongs to me?

hope he is waiting me in somewhere...

please dont go to far...

i may dont have enough energy to get you..

im waiting here to wait for you....

skip class

2009-02-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

i was skip economics class today...if i attend i also dont know what lecturer talking about lo...so i skipped class to do my Kemahiran Maklumat;s assigment lo...
actually i started to do it yesterday lo...but dont know why cant access the web page...only can access the web page by using university's computer lo..so stupid...
i dont know why i still feel down...i really miss happy yehan lu~~~
Thursday is my Quantitative Analysis mid-term exam lo...havent start to do revision...so lazy...dont know why...
according to Suang.."i feel i becoming more beautiful when im lazy lo.."
so...i will become more handsome if im lazy la...haha...
i wasted money this two weeks...i didnt go to take food from cafeteria this 2 weeks...dont know why i dont have mood to eat...just feel lazy to go to take the food lo...rather than i sleep in room lo...hehe...
i want to go to sing lo...but the Marketing replacement class on Friday and Saturday lo...cant go anywhere lo...haizsssss.....
i wish to push up my CGPA in this semester lo...will my dream come true? i dont know lo...haizs...just feel that im busying on some useless things lo...but not study....
always rainning currently lo...but never see a rainbow lo...i miss rainbow much...this last time i saw rainbow is about one year ago....im always happy when see rainbow...rainbow...the way to haeven...haha...that is what i believe in....
good bless for me and everyone....wish all the dreams come true....

没有如果

2009-02-21T09:30:00.000-08:00

如果我說
愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口那是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼快牽起我的手
有人說世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你
我常說如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口那是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼快牽起我的手
如果如果如果如果如果最後變成路過我也不能接受
錯過錯過錯過錯過錯過我比你更難過不會一錯再錯
我常說如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
by Fiish Leong....i just like it very much

my bad day....

2009-02-20T05:28:00.000-08:00

today really dark for me...all the things mix up together...i choose the best way for me but lame way to other---hiden....i just dont want to care anymore and sleeping in room...
the really stupid said today got the replacement class....let me kept waitting in school for 3 hours after economics tutorial replacement...then suddenly said class had been cancelled...oh my god...i near to crazy....haizs...so cham....then i went back room alone...so sad...i keep thinking and thinking....
most worse is...i order lunch but they forgot to serve me...haizs..so cham...i didnt take breakfast, lunch and dinner today...sure can be god la...hehe...
actually i really got many things to do...but dont know start which first....i dont have energy now...so cham...haizs...
who can motivate me...i dont want suck life like this anymore...
i dont know what to write currently....also sad mood...i just dont want to bore you all so i choose dont blogging...hehe...yehan will wake up soon...cheer up!!!yoyo...

stupid cried

2009-02-19T06:28:00.000-08:00

im crying while sleepping...and continued cry while woke up..so stupid...im thinking too much...no time to think la, yehan...wake up....

lossing

2009-02-15T04:26:00.000-08:00

im lossing my way...
i feel my heart no longer in my body...
maybe maybe maybe....
perhaps perhaps perhaps...
i also dont know what should i write...
damn damn damn...
dont just leaving me here...
im so lonely...
no people accompanying for 1 and half years already...
so scared..
i dont want just passing my life like this...
someone...
bring me awaya please...
i will be brave to face problem of relationship...
i need you, future hubby...

like a stupid acting cute lo

Imcompleted

2009-02-13T05:48:00.001-08:00

today is Boon Siong's birthday...me and Peng Keong went to celebrared with him in Midvalley...we went to eat Korean style BBQ...just spent RM30 each person made us so FULL!!!hehe...
3 single guyds went for shopping then...walking walking and walking...buy nothing there lu....so bored...we just envy those in couple...those who buying present for partner...haizs...so lonlely...keke...
"i sure go out if anyone date me...."me
"sure la...and attrack him in this 'lonely season'"....PK
"dont think too much you both..."BS
"think also cant...how pity us..."me...
ya lu...really pity la...tomorrow still have to go to senimar..so sad...haizs...how suck life....made me crazy lu~~~
without lover on tomorrow made me feel imcomplete a...hng...angry lu....
"maybe im not attractive enough..."watching at minor i told myself...
"nope...their havent realized you....released yourself la..."talking to myself again...
i just "tak boleh tahan" when saw a people "worser" than me but have people to accompany him lu~~~
"am i demanded too much?"me
"this is your right"PK
"if you lower down your criteria sure you can find one.."BS
"dont be so 'pasar'...you are not things...dont lower down your 'price'"PK
"hehe...dont know la...i dont care la....alone ma alone lu~~~"me
actually im sad lu~~~my imcomplete heart...
i am thinking too much la...i sure focus on my studies lu~~~(cheating myself again and again)
in fact...in relationship wont infleuncing my result la...(always bad ma...)...keke....
plan for tomorrow:
6.45am: wake up and take bath
7.30am: walk to seminar
8-12pm: listening to seminar + sleeping
12pm: have lunch
1pm: walk back to room
1.30pm: take bath
2pm: revision
4pm: do tutorials
6pm: have dinner
7.30pm: shower
8pm: watching DVD
12am: go to bed
DONT THINK TOO MUCK YEHAN...i know you are the best....

busy busy busy

2009-02-12T05:01:00.000-08:00

busy busy and busy this week....
all assignments are started...i cant breath already ar~~~~i did my english assignment untill 3am yesterday but not yet finished...haizs....how....today became a panda lu...^(@.@)^
i woke up on 8am today to prepare to go to faculty on 10.30am to print and find reference for my TITAS assignment lu....haizs...and then had Quantity Analysis class for two hours untill 1.30pm..actually is untill 2pm la...but the lecturer always let us go back early lu...and then had my Marketing Project Paper discussion...but...i can just only do work two weeks after lo...cause need to wait the girl to go back to her hometown to interview her relative's company lo...finished discussion on 2.10pm...damn hungry la...feel gonna cry lu...quickly go to cafeteria to have my lunch lu...i skip breakfast actually...while i waiting...i received message for Koala lu.."how are you? sek pau mei" made me so sweet lu...keke...
quite busying while eating lu...phone non-stop ringing...cause i sms with Koala...most surprise is i received a sms for my ex' brother lo...keke...and then my Gor Gor called me from Japan...he just non-stop teasing me....made me crazy lu...he said he is married a Japan guy lu...hehe...
"why you not invited me?"me
"invite you you also will not come lo...to avoid made myself sad...i dont invite you lu..."Gor
"how you know...i will go lu..."me
"cheating..."Gor
"really la...when you come back?"me
"you come to find me la...i pay the accomadation fee..."Gor
"how about the fight ticket?"me
"of cause you pay yourself la...too expensive lu..."Gor
"made me sad..."me
we talked many la....then suddenly connection problem....made me sad...haizs....
havent finished my Cylpot Kui Tiao my friend rushed me to leave....haizs...leave half at there lu...haizs...
busying find book in main library...what the fuck....cant even found one lu~~~haizs...
then went back to our faculty's library....busying copy the points....haizs...very stupid lu....although is only RM0.10 per photostap but need pay RM2 as the extra service charge...then better i copy myself lu...finished copying on 4.30pm...
then busy doind my tutorial questions....do until 5.10pm...Chong San asked me to have dinner together...
and went back to class on 6pm until 8pm....
busy busy busy....
still go many things to do a....mid term exam coming soon also....i need fresh air.....

yehan cafe

2009-02-10T07:49:00.000-08:00

i planning to open a cafe after earned sufficient money....named yehan cafe....white is the theme colour of the cafe...tables and chairs are made from wood...white in colour....cafe located in the sea side....drinking English tea while viewing sea view....people are reading book there, chatting with friends and relaxing with family....while the wind blew...you can feel salty in the wind...listening to the voice from the sea...

actually im sellfish...i like beach much so i decided to locate it in sea side...but...i cant find a suitable beach in Malaysia...all are too dirty...maybe Pulau Sibu is the most suitable place...nature and without pollution...

the first people i wanted to employed is Fui Yen...she is the pianolist for my cafe...hehe...she not only can play piano well but also violin as well as Gu Zen...but...i know sure demand high salary la...cause her BF Ke Gao never let go a chance to earn my money lu...sad...

next, i want to employed Boon Siong...he is talkactive enough...sure he can attract more people to come to my cafe...he is studying hospitalistic now...so, the job is suit for him la..i sure he is a very good supervisor la...he like to teach people to do things...hehe...Boon Siong, i give you chance to know hunk wor...accept my invitation ya...

next...Jin Ya...i need her to help me to design my cafe decoration...i want to change my cafe's theme very month...she has a good sense in design lo...Jin Ya...if your BF not mind...he can open his saloon beside my cafe lu...we can combine after this...yaya...

Peng Keong...i just outsourcing my cafe air-conditional system to him ba...but i think not need air-con if located on sea side...but must invite Peng Keong la...not him im too lonely la...yaya...stay at seaside sure Peng Keong can meet hunk he interested la...i can imagine his face now...big eye and say" yaya...he is my cup of milk...." or "how?he is smile to me...help me..." then i will reply..."you think too much...he is laugh at you....he never see such silly people before..."keke...

i guess Shen Yong is the first person want to join my idea if i telling them la...."i want to open a clinic next you...if the drink and food not clear...i can cure them quickly...hehe.."SY..."you not only wanted to cure them la...i know you will trying to 'eat' them when they are in weakness la"

we all can have our gather in my cafe next time...no need go to the lame steamboat shop again...hehe...sure Boon Siong is the first people agree my idea...cause he know no need to pay...haizs...keke...

holding my hubby hand and walking on the beach...we hug together....will my dream come true?if so...i think im the person most happinese in the world....thank you all my friends and of cause my future hubby....

sadly to say...im still alone on valentine this year...PK and BS didnt ask me out...they guess i have date on that day...they dont believe i dont have date on that day...haizs...leave me alone in room ba...books is my lover...loppy is my third-parties...haha...anywhere....wish you all happy valentine ya...for single...dont give up...you wont be alone always...for people in relationship...dont be so happy too early...hehe...most important...dont make wrong things on that day (valid for straight guy lu~~~)...we are still student...for gay...please play safety sex ya....good blessing for you all...

I’m sorry

2009-02-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

I’m sorry, those were the two words that she told me, the lack of excuse is unfolding the truth to the what all went wrong And I’ve got to, try and be strong when I see her walking along with him proudly I still cant believe that she’s gone Lets take it back to when we were, too in love to be unsure, that forever’s meant to be for us A place for you and me, Now I’m stuck with memories, that revive you’re pure deceit, I just wish I could forget you’re smile I’m sorry those were the two words that she told me, her lack of excuse is still holding, all the air in my lungs And I’m not quite ready to say that I feel like ill be okay so just give some time for me to move on Ill never understand so Lets take it back to when we were, too in love to be unsure, that forever’s meant to be, a place for you and me, Now I’m stuck with memories, that revive you’re pure deceit, I just wish I could forget you’re smile I need a minute, another minute, I need some time, more time than I can get There goes that minute, and another minute, but time itself wont help me to forget I’m not sorry anymore

New look

2009-02-08T01:20:00.000-08:00

i bought 3 sets of sticker in KLCC yesterday...ohhh~~~damn cute la^~^.....koala set, animals set and star set lo...i like the animals set much lo...puppy,mokey,lion,tiger,cow,frog,giraffe..... aiyo~~~so cute la...made me in crazy....
then i take out my loppy and mobby to decorate them lo...put those stickers here and there...made my loppy and mobby became "bling bling" lo...they have a nice look now...so nice....
when my roomates saw my loppy....they only said one word lo..."wohhhhh~~~~"hehe...
"is it look nicer?"me
"ya...totally..."Ying Chong (my another roomate...not has Hong Kong leg one...)
"keke...thank you..."me
actually i wish to change my mobby la....after decorated it...i not wish to change already lu...love it very much....but...still can see mobby's injured place lo...mobby always get "injure" due to my carelessness...hehe...drop and drop and drop....but still can use la....hehe....
i sure mummy will say " oh my god...is it a girl's notebook?" while she see my loppy lo...keke...cause i help my Jie Jie to decorate her notebook before she left this way also....sure mummy in crazy la....now im shy to send my loppy to service lo...sure those manly workers there give me a weird eye sign lo...keke....ask mummy to help me....huh? aunty put cuties stickers in her notebook?keke....
i went to Midvalley just now...and i bought papers and accesories to make a "wallet" for Ee Kim lo..her birthday is around the corner....i always hand made a birthday card for her....but this year i dont have ideas to make a birthday card lo...so made a wallet for her la...she must cherish it la...cause it just paper la...if she destroy it i sure kill her...haha....
i will try to upload pictures of my new loppy's look and the wallet as soon as possible...
tommorow is Chinese valetine day lo....before, men and women go out on this day to "drop" chinese orange la...men drop and women take....then started the thing called "fate" lu...i want to drop also la...where? Tasik Vasity?keke...
next week is valentine day lu...no lover...still single wor...haizs...go where?dont wish to go out on that day lo...sure all people in couple la....so envy...haizs....go out to watch movie with Peng Keong...i dont want and not wish lu....haizs....sure Peng Keong dont want aslo lu.....haizs.....
"Everyday is valentine if you found a really good BF....not only show his love on 14th Feb but eveyday....what use only showing his love on that day but didnt really treat you well eveyday ler?" william- the only koala on Malaysia....

excited

2009-02-06T09:14:00.000-08:00

tomrrow i gonna meet with him lu....so excited and nervous.....

i just simply find a lame excuse to meet him lo...asked him to teach me Adope Photoshop ya...actually not teaching...asked him do for me...hehe....

he asked me to wait in Wangsa Maju and go there to fecth me...he go things to do at there and we have lunch together...

so nervous...
what should i say when see him?>~<
what should i wear on tomorrow?",
like this?like that?+.+
more formal? or what? &.&
haizs...how? damn nervous la....agiiiiiiiiihhhhh......

actaully he is the one made sense to me after i end relationship with my ex since one year ago....he always told me that" you are still young...and im old enough..." i dont know how to reply him when he say this....is it age is the problem?i dont know...just do what i think is right at the time ba....he also told me that "dont rush"...but he is the one push me hard lo...keke...maybe...

ya...actually we dont know each other well...relationship cant be rushed...so im waiting here....waiting for you....im a stupid...dont know how to care you....as gor gor told me" you want people care you, you must care people first...and dont show your chidish attitude in front other people except me...cause i just like it...sometime la..keke" i also cant help you to solve the problems you facing....just scare made you more trouble....but...i know how to take good care myself...at least no need you to worry me...maybe this is the only thing that i can do vey well...can i know you better?

i called you just now...when you asked me" are you fever again?", made me so sweet..keke...really...but i just pretnding and said no lu...

your care is so sweet...sometime, i just smile sweetly when read your message lu...and made and friends stared at me....kekeke...

you said you dont believe in relationship anymore....can i changed you...although im young enough for you...but...i take seriouly in relationship....

maybe maybe maybe....

LOVE is kind of magic thing...once you involved..sure you are n crazy..

will you accept me?i dont know...i just doing the things i should to do....

special calls

2009-02-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

sister suddenly call me today...actually she did call me on yesterday lu...but it was too late...i was sleeping at the time lo....

she called e around 6pm...she long time didnt call me lu....she didnt talk with me a month already lu...she is cough lo...so pity...without me by her side...she just a stupid older sister in family lo...dont know how to take care herself even cook...always want me to cook for her...haizs....she even lazy to cook a maggie mee...how can she survive in UK ler...i dont know...mummy told me that she is the one who washing plates while her friends is cooking lu..hehe...

i knew she will go to Itali on March...and sure i asked her to buy things for me la...i want a Mask from Itali...hehe...asked her to pos back somemore....she just nagging at there....she asked me to go together with her lu....but im exam at the time lu....so sad...if i go, sure mummy ask me to use my own saving account money lo....but Jie Jie said she support me the flight ticket lu..should i go?give up my exam?hehe...if i do, knife and rope is waitting me at home ba....keke

Jie Jie great in studies...she got 10As for SPM while im only 7As lu....and she was studying A-Level...great result...full A...she succed get into University of Nottingham lu....pharmacy course...she did study in Kajang for 2 years in Malaysia campus lu...and she need to go to UK to finish the course lo....she always ask me to save money but she is the one who spend more lu...keke....but never mind la....she ask she will give me money if im jobless in future wor....i dont want her money....my future hubby sure will take good care of me la...keke

actually i was studying in private uni (INTI University College) before i went to study matriculation lu....since i knew i had been choosen to study in matriculation i decided to withdraw from there...i was studying in Foundation of business at there and decide to continue in ACCA lu....if im continue the ambition....after half year im in UK also lo....the ACCA course there also required to study in oversea lo....but....im happy studying in here la...no pressure.... do everything just on the way you like lo....lecturer would give you pressure also....hehe....this is the way i like lo...i remember i do cry for 3 days while i was studying at INTI lo....and mummy and sister quickly came to visit me and fetched me back home lo....hehe...so stupid....only 17 years old at the time ma...so young....like a flower in room lo....never leave mummy and home so many days a....keke.....my younger brother always using this to tease me lo...hng...that is why i became the "youngest sister" in home...mummy and brother used to call me as "xiao mei"(sister) now....they not only call at home but also public place lo...and one time...the waiter was stared at me and mummy while mummy said "xiao mei, what you want to drink?"...hehe...

after sister calling, is mummy turn....she asked me why i dont go back today lo...since got 4 days holiday....
i just replied her:" i go back you ask me why i went back...i didnt you also ask why...haizs"
"oh...miss you much ma...want more pineapple biscut?"mum
"dont want anymore...want go for dating..."me
"oh....date with who?Jinya?Suang?or other?" mum
"Aiyo...of cause other lo....want me bring back home?"me
"sure...xiao mei bring hubby back ya..."me
"scare mummy fall in love with xiao mei hubby...."me
(roomates lough laudly now)
"open party in your room a?"mum
"you know what is happennig la....no need me to clarify lo..."me
"ok la...dont want talking rubbish with you la....go to eat ya...take bath also..."mum
"o...i will work harder to find a hubby and bring him back home ya..."me
"whatever la...i know you not dare lo...haha...k la...bye bye....by the way...dont asked your sister buy things for you anymore la...keke..."mum
"okok...bye...."me

i cant live without my mummy lo....and sure she cant live without me lo....rather than say we are mother-son relationship, we are more than "sister" lo...hehe...i accompany her to buy shirts...she ask opinion from me...do mask together...dress up together...shopping together....do facial together....hehe....she also push me hard to take good care on my face lo...hehe....

Jie Jie and mummy are the 2 improtant women in my life lo.....we must hold hand walk together ya...love mummy, Jie Jie, Ah Hang and Baba much la....future hubby also must love my family much lo...otherwise...you are fail...keke

Men Are Hard To Please

2009-02-04T09:00:00.000-08:00

The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.(rural place)
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!

this is the message one of my girl freinds sent to me...made me laugh for whole do especially this sentence"if u dont make love with him, you are not love him. if you do, you are cheap"...haha...
for my opinion, that only can apply for minority guys lu....but some guys really practise all in their life....so bad....self-center...

pity Suang

2009-02-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

the english lecturer do what she said...she seperated us to 2 classes...we all are assign to the other lecturer...but...Suang remind the same lecturer...sure she will crazy la...cant no copy my work again...hehe...she just looked at me with her pity eye and hoding her mouth said
"hu hu hu huh~~~~~~~"
she cant talking due to her mouth is pain....she tell me that fever yesterday cause her mouth pain...huh?really...i dont know what theory she holding lu....
after english class finished i went to liabary to meet the wcarp members lu...they keep sms me yesterday night lu...ask me what time i free...fell like i force to go to meet them lu....i just at there clarify myself that im not interested in other activities except give tuition to the orphan lo...keep persuading me to join the camp on this sat...need RM50 somemore...i really not interested please...haizs....actually i break my record again yesterday day...i slept at 7pm and woke up at 7.30am today...hehe...really tired ma...
finished all classes at 4pm...Big head asked us to go to eat together...we didnt take any food at lunch time lu...all busy doing work....i ordered Mee Sup...Suang looks so high when saw the Mee Sup lu...share with me again...but...she only can drink the soup...wakaka...her mouth cant bite anything...again...she look at me with her pity eye...
"ah John....you bite the noodles for me la...."suang
"you so disgusting lu...dont spoil my mood to eat la..."me
so, she ate those noodles without bite lu...haizs....i help her shear the noodle into small for easy her to swallow....haizs...this really spoil my mood to eat lu....she gave me a pose that showing she won lu...haizs....patient...she cant talk, eat and laugh for this few days...sure boring la....
i had design few posters for the business night lu...but i cant upload due to connection problem in hostel....i will try to upload as soon as possible la....they are really nice lu...hehe....

back to uni

2009-02-02T06:38:00.000-08:00

i took bus at 2pm to go back to KL today...im surprise when i walked in to the bus...so many familiar face lu...i just "hi" here and there...PK teasing me...

"wha...Teo Ye Han..you knew all people in bus horrr~~~"PK

"ya..they all is my ex....wakaka..."me

"..............Phiaks...dont know how to replay you..."PK

today i break my record lu...sleeping whole journey...haha...from Kluang to KL needs 3and half hours lu...so great ler...usually i will wake up when reached Seremban lu...

PK was sitting behind me..and a leng zai was sitting in front of me...i sms PK caurse i dont want to over spread my feelling lo...keke...

"PK...got leng zai in front of me.."me

"chei~~~he is not my cup of "milk""...

i know he intentionally use "milk" lo....hng...but the person really leng zai if see him from far lu...you will fell kind of sad if you see him near...so many "hole" in his face....

busy clean my room after eating pineapple biscuit lu....sitting and take rest after finished all...

phone rang..."discussion on 9 pm..."tired tired and tired....

no more holiday for this semester..how i can live...haizs...bring me away please....

dont want text book...dont want assignment...dont want extra work....

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-28T09:29:00.001-08:00

what im doing on those days?i just busying visited my relative's house lu...and got may ang pou from them lu...and no least...ate many too...hehe...my mummy stared on me while she saw i was eating...hehe....
New year eve....
went back to father's hometown (Yong Peng)...somewhere near my hometown...need 45 minutes to go there...as usual...we had our reunion lunch at there in my 1st uncle's house after my grandmum passed away...finished lunch i asked mummy to go to shop to buy a pant for me...hehe...i found what i want...the pant spent RM52...quite cheap lu...but i like it...then we went to 7th uncle's house to have our reunion dinner...it was around 5pm...i never had dinner such early lo...5th uncle keep asking me to drink red wine with him while eating...made me in drunk a bit lu...haizs...mummy stopped me at the time and said we want to go back to my mummy's side grandmum's house already...hehe...i like to go back to my ah po's house lu...she always cook my favorite food lu...hehe....i live together with her while im baby lu....chicken, fish, soup....i like...hehe...then we had our so-called reunion supper there...all my uncle asked me to drink beer again...haizs...totally drunk....and had my sweet dream untill 12pm next day....
1st day new year...
went back to my father's hometown lu...mummy and daddy keep talking...while me and brother keep eating there....dont know what to talk with my cousins...no talking no mistake...my brother just afraid i will fight with them lu....cause always talk something stupid...haizs....and we went back to ah po's house again...hehe.....started gambling with my litter cousins lu...im the oldest at there...haha...actually i won lu...but...all them asked me to buy ice-cream for them...then...my money gone....10++ cousins there....as long as they happy...i happy also la....reached home aruond 10pm++...wanted to online..but connection error again...feel hungry lu...then i cooked maggie mee lu...and drink 2 tins beer....nice sleep again...haha...
2nd day of new year....
mummy not planned to go anywhere on today...we all slept in home until 6pm++...and quickly went back to ah po's house again...ah po asked us to go back for steamboat...hehe...this is the first time i drive back to ah po's house...there is around 30 minutes journey from my home lu...steamboat with my uncles and aunts..so happy la...mummy asked me to open red wine...i drink a bit only this time...after eating...started gambling again....all my cousins bully me...they cheated my money....huhhu...haizs.....reached home sleep deadly on my brother bed...haha...
today(3rd day of new year)
woke up early...calculated my ang pou....im the one who rugi(lost) among siblings lu...cause mummy asked us to share the amout....ah po gave me big ang puo lu....more money than bro and sister...haizs...but never mind la...im still the richest among siblings...huhu...sure they red eye again....not doubt...mummy said"you are the most kiam siap one"...huhu...said me like this...not kiam siap...im intelligent in saving money lu...bank in the money and paid my studies fee on this afternoon....i went to Peng Keong 's house at 8pm....doing many stupid in PK's house lu...untill Genki asked us to play together with him lu...Genki is my online friend and he tried to woo Ee Kim when we was in from 4...haha...Ee Kim do many thing just wanted to get his attention lu...bitchy Ee Kim...you dont want him first la...he has gf now...hehe...but Genki is still attractive although he becoming fat la...Ke Gao, Fui Yen, Chor Meng, Shen Yong, Boon Siong, Peng Keong, Ee Kim went to fun fair together...so stupid...walked around there only...didnt play anything lu...paid RM3 for the entry fee...haizs...then we had supper at old town...we planned to go out on tomorrow agian...Yi Long didi asked me to go out on tomorrow also...i want to take photo with him...he is bo tak(no hair due to PLKN) now...and his dark skin...sure he look man la...
have 12 days new year celebration to go...i only go back on coming monday...didnt take any photo...so dont have photo to upload...so sad...take photo on tomorrow...
Happy Chinese New Year....Wish all the dream come true....

preparation for Chinese New Year

2009-01-23T07:49:00.000-08:00

im eating the sweet gave by Suang while blogging lo...Chienese New is around the corner...and i will go out on tomorrow for gathering with mt secondary school friends....as Peng Keong said.."we always gather in same place, same time, same day untill we die..."haha...i usual reply him" i dont want be the last people die...cause...it is too lonely"
i went to set my hair this afternoon...but im not happy with the result la...mummy siad me always doing something wasting money...cause...seem like didnt do anything lo....i planned to set again on tomorrow....but...no money lo...just set again in KL la...if my hair too over, sure my father-side relative say many on this la...to aviod this...set my hair after CNY la...

the food i like most...pineapple biscut...only sold on CNY lo...mummy always buy many for me while CNY la...muahaha

i bought 1 long pants, 1 short pants and 3 shirts for CNY lo...of cause a pair of "bling bling" shoe la...mummy near to kill me la...all this spent RM400++...mummy siad me..."hey...my dearest son...you not only buy clothes on CNY lo...no need bought too much la...you bought clothes every month ler..i goona kill you if u dare to buy anymore..."huhu....CNY ma...and i have one week holiday ler...but..still have 2 shrit 1 pant i bought on last year and i didnt wear...mummy consider they as "new clothes" also...for mummy i bought 3 pants, 5 shrit and 1 shoe for CNY la...huhu....
i planned to buy new watch lo...but....mummy sure present me a knife la...haizs....i want new underwear and new stocking..mummy...please....
i went to install Adobe Photoshop today...i busy on designing banner....i not expert in using this programme lo...hope someone can help me...Jamie...i know you willing to help me a...please..Jamie...help me...i dont want lost lo...hehe...

Suddenly miss my sister in UK much......jie jie....

a simple thing

2009-01-21T04:23:00.000-08:00

Suang made me happy for whole day lu...dont know why she came early for class today lu...she, KeeKee and Big head always late to come to class lu...
"wha....come so early ya...managed to wake up early wor...congrate...."me
Suang know im teasing her lu...she replied" ya la...even yesterday i splet late...but miss you miss so i came early lu...i didnt see someone yesterday wor...made me sad..."
"is it?i dont know u were sad lo...i just purposely sleeping yesterday lu...dont want see someone dance ler...i afraid i will laugh laudly lo...muahaha..."me
she put down her beg and took something out...
"na...give you...i know you not happy yesterday lu...give you.."Suang
"wha...i long time didnt see this kind of sweet lo...nice to eat nice...miss it much..."me
"im great ler....i know you like it lo.."Suang
i gave her back a smile....

i will upload the sweet photo on tomorrow lu...tomorrow go back hometowm lu....damn happy la...cant sleep wel here without air-con...uncle fecth me back...i waste RM25.10 for the bus ticket lo....haizs...

talk back about the sweet...i remember i always eating it while im small lo....i always asked money from grandmum to buy it...it is a fruity+milkly sweet lo...but Suang gave me grape favour lo... i want orange!!!the sweet only sold in the fruit stall beside my grandmum's house ler...after move to live with parents i have not changes to eat lo...haizs...it looks like lolipop but actually not lolipop lo...

Just a simple thing but made me so happy lu...happy for whole day la....

as usual....we talking for three hours in the english class and eating sweet lo...suddenly...the lecturer stood up...
"after Chinese New Year, i would like to separate this class in to two...15 people in group...you all will only pay attaintion if least people in class..."
haizs...maybe this is the only way to make us in silent lo...haha....but...teacher you pandai pandai(be clever) la..i sure i will transfer class if im not same class with Suang, KeeKee and Big head la...huhu...

while i was having dinner the stupid publicity head called me to go to meeting immediatly...im the committee member of Business Night....
"you all have to make at least 4 banner for me after Chinese New Year"
WTF...i dont have Adop Ptohoshop software in my loppy lo...
the one of the member say he will install for me...
after the meeting, i asked him when he gonna install for me...cause im going back home on tomorrow...haizs....he give me a answer made me so sad and see clearly his really personality lo!!!
he asked me to borrow the software from other and install myself....i shot" ma de" in my heart lo...he even recommand people who have the software to me lo...WTF!!!!
he pretended so helpful in the meeting but didnt help me as welll...Ma De!!!!i hate such people much!!!2 face people!!!hng....
i wont ask you help me anymore...ask Peng Keong help me...hng...i will remember how you traet me lo...you dont ask favor for me...i wont help you...Fuck!!!hng...i even can go to computer shop to install it...i wont ask you to help me again!!!!and i sure my banner is the one be choosen...i must win it...you stay at back ba!!!!

a boring day....

2009-01-20T07:08:00.001-08:00

haizs...today so sad...Suang, Kee Kee and Big Head blew me...they dint come class for today...then only me and Chong San attended class for today...(actually i dont know other coursemate except them lo)....today class started from 9am to 7pm...i almost sleeping all the time lo except for Human Resource Management class la...cause got leng zai lecturer ma...muahaha....
i sit beside Peggy...she saw me in moody and day dreaming...
"Ah John, why you look so boring?Suang ler?"Peggy
"They all are practising dance for tonight's show lo..that why i alone lo..."me

why she mentioned Suang only?
caurse in they mind, they thought Suang is my anata...but sadly to say...she not lo...we just a very good friend lo...laugh together...sharing food together (Suang asked me to accompany her to keep fit lo, but she is slim already la!!!)...teasing each other....hehe...of caurse shopping together...rather than "sister" she is my "mother" lo...all my notes and books are in her place lo...she bring for me everyday...haha...

my residantial college is different from them...they force to change to another college due to in my college chinese more than malay...this cant happened and should not happened..why?is simple actually...Malay is the majority in Malaysia, so allocated of student need to follow the rate...haizs...then leave only 7 business students in my college...damn...how boring and lonely we are....

why Peggy called me Ah John?
i also dont know wor....the people who first called me Ah John is ZheZhe (a stupid leng zia and talkactive lo, he older than me 1 day lo...his birthday on 15 April) lo...i asked him why called me Ah John but he just smile lo...
he asked me back"you dont like Ah John?we also can called you John John, Litter John or Litter John John lo...i prefered Litter John John lo"
"ma de (fxck in english, but i not mean this la), i dont want..."me
but, they still caling Ah John lo...and i will respont them also...how stupid i am...hehe

i received sms from Senior Hao at 4pm lo...he asked me to join his celebration party lo...he won for the election...im his wakil calon (candidate representative) lo...he asked me to go to celebrate together lo...but i reject lo...cause im the only first year student there...so shy ma...haha...hope they will take away for me lo...hehe....i want nasi goreng babylon....sausage rolled with chicken (very very big one o...i think is 20cm ba) with fried rice and egg...OMG!!!i want....ask PK accompy to go there to eat it after Chinese New Year...

why he join school politic?i also dont know...i just know....politic is dark here....even can put 2 pig head in surau (place Muslim pray).....haizs....so dark....

after came back from class....i slept until 9.59pm lo....i stared at my phone and thinking...huh...what is 21.59?is it 7pm only?haizs....i always like that lo...i cant convert 24 hours format to 12 hour format lo....and i keep thinking and thinking...and smiling lo....so stupid...OMG!!!is 10pm...i quickly wake up and go to bath lo....

sorry, Suang, KeeKee and big Head....im not purposely blew you guys lo....i was sleeping...i know Big Head keep sms me to come...my phone turn in silence and didnt notice while sleeping lo...sorry la, Suang...not purposely didnt go to watch your performance ler....sure tomorrow you will nagging at me lo..."Ah John, you see, so pain"...but never mind la..you are our clubbing queen lo...hehe...

3 more day go back home to celebrate Chinese New Year lo...miss my Kenji and all litter cousin( mother side) lo...but hate to see all father-side's cousin...sure they will showing again...i just keep silence there and sit with my mummy...see and laugh with mummy on the stupid behaviour and convesation lo....haizs...dont force me...i will doing something out of you all expectation if continuing forcing me lo...bring my boyfriend back?haha...good idea...but not only you all panic lo...mummy also will vomit lo caurse she thought i back to straight lo..hehe...sadly...dont have lover now...actually mummy quite like my ex-lover nie...

sharing something

2009-01-17T19:20:00.000-08:00

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

付出真心才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的就是那些　该放进心里的人

冷漠　有时候并不是无情

there are something said by my friends...today i incidentally found all in my handphone...just wanna sharing with you all...really meaningful....but i dont wish to translate them into english...(actually im lazy la...)haha....

i hate myself

2009-01-17T08:48:00.000-08:00

i really hate myself lo...i didnt do anything as i promosed myself in early semester....i continue my suck life here...watching drama everyday..chatting with friends in stall until late night...sleeping in weekend...went to shop once have free time...haizs...
TEO YE HAN...what are you doing...more and more tutorials and assignments...got time yu dont want to do...go to do such suck thing...how bad you are...haizs.....TEO YE HAN...
will only do assignment when the due date near...then just simply find something online and then put in assignment....when the marks is low then u regret...that is your life cycle...haiz...how you changed?you can predict your future now...
haizs...TEO YE HAN....be more hardworking lo...study la...dont play around lo...no time lo...final exam is on 10 weeks later...wake up please....
WAKE UP, TEO YE HAN....and friend...dont call me go out after this of no any special thing...but...i know...everyday is special for us...so...i will continue my suck life here....haizs..........

is he cheating?

2009-01-16T05:40:00.000-08:00

today i went to Midvalley Magemall watch movie with Peng Keong...we watched "Bedtime Story" as we planned to watch it long time already....
we go to People's to shop while waitting the show time....no doubt...the promoter at there starting their discussion on us again....according to Peng Keong...today i look so gaylish for them...haha...i will upload the photo while Chinese New Year lo...their discussion is very very long lo...
".........they are couple?"promoter
"do u guys want us kissing in front of you all?or make love?"Pk
then we walked out from the shop with highly confidential.....haha....
reached in cinema...i saw my cousin and his girlfriend....according to his father he should in UK studying law now....im so shock when i saw him in KL lo....then i call my mummy quickly...mummy said he came back for his break until Chinese New Year lo...huh...in confusing lo...course all my friend and sister are having exam on this time lo...why he is in break one...haizs...plus...he just went there for 3 months only lo...how came so fast got break ler...haizs...he pretending dint see me lo...i also didnt cal him as well...
he is my 5th uncle youngest son...my 5th uncle who is a very rich businessman...all his children is studying in oversea...his first son studying enginering in UK and his daughter was studying finance in Australia...and last son is syudying law in UK....but he parents will only told something with good reputation on his family to us lo...wont told the bad one...
so, is he cheating us?he will go back to UK again?why he is in KL but not JB?he suppose in JB as it is his hometown...and...why he came KL but not imform me?im his only cousin in KL now...his sister moved back to JB already...so many question....
and i and mummy made a conclusion....he wont go back to UK...and maybe he give up his studies already...then why them dont want to tell us the truth?
this is human...people always hiding something bad behind.....

hair pin, where are you?

2009-01-15T07:06:00.000-08:00

i put off my hair pin and went to bath on this morning....i quicky changed clothe and went to faculty...i forgot to put back my hair pin to beg but put it on the table...haizs...the is a big big mistake!!!!!!while i was walking to faculty i remembering myself must go back room quickly to find it....
no doubt...it is missing!!!!!WTF....how can i live without you, pinny?
why it lossing?

due to i have a roomate who dont like clean
everything putting on table will lost if i no keeping propely
he just put everything on the table(we are sharing a long table)
he will no clean his area unless he go back home
he will just throw my thing if is in his area

pinny...you are so pity...but i dint found you in dustbin...where are you?

i very headache with this roomate...he not gonna sweep the floor...never and ever...he can sleep with his beg, clothes, pants and underwear....OMG...just kill me ba....

what is on his table now?

clothes in a bucket(full already...he will only wash it once a week)
books
notes
laptop
electric wire
charger
shoe spray
mouse
newspaper
files
keyboard
tissue
milo
biscuit
boxes
cooler
lock

haizs....he not going to keep it unless in semester break....how?i keep for him?haizs...pinny...you really pity la....

if i didnt put my loppy on table..i sure my place will gone lo....for him, i like to do work and study on my bed....he know?i doing work and study on bed due to i dont have place to do work and study on table....

if im not in room for one night....i got no eye to see what happened lo....sure his clothes and loptop beg is on my chair....i gonna to cry!!!!!please!!!!the room not only mine....please be co-operation....sweep the floor....dont put your thing in my area....please clean your place....please take bath before sleep...please talking slowly when people slepp...please lough slowly....please dont bring many people back...please close window when sleep...please dont changed my chair position,i need it to go down as im sleeping on top...please dont sneezing while sleeping...please sleep early...please close your laptop while you sleeping...please talk politely to me...plaese please and please....most improtant...plaese wash your leg!!!!you have Hong Kong leg!!!!so smelly when you take off your stocking....you know?i know you knew...why you dont want to wash....?please........

you like to criticize people...but you never thinking back yourself....i give myself 4 more months...i gonna move out soon....good bye....is you...i want my pinny back...all is your fault!!!!hng...

pinny...plaese come out....babby will not simply put you on table again....please come out....

Love is blind

2009-01-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

today Yee Woon said to Yee Suang" you know...love is blind...you done so many silly things for yesterday and today..."
ya...i agreed will Yee Woon lo....course Yee Suang skip all classes just she want to go to date...totally blind...haha...i guess if im in love i will also do the something lo...haha...
love is blind?i dont know...i just knew that i will lost all my control once im in love lo...do many silly thing untill all the people around know me im in love lo...wakaka...so stupid....cant keep thing secretly...hhahaha...
For me...i will just blindly follow the people if only i really love him much lo....love him too much untill i forgot who i am...really....
why love made people blind?i dont know...can someone tell me?power of love?if you are really loved the person you willing to do anything just for him/her...even can kill his lover just because loved the person too much....how blind this kind of love.....
is love made people blind or blind made people in love?i promised myself i wont get in a blind love....course will hurt me so much....

4 Hs'

2009-01-13T04:32:00.000-08:00

have a nice chat with Peng Keong today...but he yesterday he said he dont want to talk with me and Boon Siong anymore as we are not call him to go out to shop together lo...
"for me, it is important to have a highly income, highly educated, height between 180-183cm and handsome lo..."yehan
"ya...of course....we are degree holder in future and we are not short...i even not consider the person who do not have a car..."Pk
"shihhhh...dont let Boon Siong heard this...sure he will give us a big slap...haha..."yehan
"this is relistic for this world...."Pk
"we cant live without MONEY..."me and Pk

1. highly income
how to live without money?how to survive?i am come from a middle class family...parents ave 4 houses in Johor...even thought my father is sick now, my mummy can even send my sister to UK for study and send my brother to a private secondary school...she didnt asked me to loan for study also...i buy new clothes every month...from hair to nail...i spent RM 300 per month...as PK said "we are degree holder after 2 years"...sure my lover cant earned less than me la....no money how we date?as Boon Siong said" you can watch DVD in home, so romantic...no need go to cinema..."hey...Boon Siong, be realistic la....who want only watch DVD...pirate somemore...haizs...

2. highly educated
of course, who can survive without a degree certificate today?all talking about level of education...no certificate equal to no job..."can you accept a promoter working in Sg Wang as you lover?"Pk..."ya...maybe i can..but the relationship wont longer than 2 months lo...we dont have a topic to talk...haha.."yehan...ya...many problem will arising when 2 people from 2 education background...really...

3. height between 180-183cm
im 182cm...for me, i cant accept my lover shorter than me...cant!!!!how can i bring you out?i need your shoulder when i cry...if you are too short will made me uncomfortable...really...i mind it....

4. handsome
there is many type of handsome...for me you are handsome is enough....no need other people said you are handsome lo...course...you are mine....haha....for me la,everyone in the world is handsome and pretty lo...dont worried about this....haha...as PK siad" aiyo...sure you close light when you are making love la...how can see his handsome face in dark ler?handsome, useless at that time la...haha"

"people is demanding you...why you not demand back?that is your right...."yehan

a letter dont sent

2009-01-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

i keep a letter in my heart....

only me know what is it about....

the letter only for you...

the letter witout stamp....

only i can see what is it about..

i kept it for 1 year....

i didnt tell anyone about that...

i stored it in my heart....

Dear Chun Mun,

you know you i the one i love most?

now, i just can keep it as a secret....

i cant tell you...

im thinking of you everyday...

am i bitch?

i just love you....

although there are many people woo me...

i dont want...

i just want you back...
only you know what i really want....

you....

i dont know why i let you go....

please forgive me...

and im too stupid....

silly yehan

i keeping in my heart for whole life....

im such a silly....

sorry....

maybe.....i love you, chun mun....

i try hard to forgot you...but failed....

today is the day we break uo for one year.......................................

just really missing you much......

sweet sweet home

2009-01-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

i went home this morning...mummy aske dme to come back to see doctor again as im not getting well after taking medicine from the "doctor" in uni...

actually i cant sleep well the night before....i woke up on 6a.m this morning and take 9a.m bus to go back here...

miss my room much...

miss my bed much...

miss food here much...

miss water here much...

miss sofa here much...

miss tv here much...

miss my pillow much...

miss my car much....

miss bathroom here much....

miss toilet much....

miss mummy much...

miss father much....

miss brother much...

miss uncle much...

miss mummy's worker much....

miss grass here much...

miss could here much....

miss wind here much....

miss river here much...

miss hill here much....

ohhhh....my sweet sweet home....

i miss you much.....

love in wind

2009-01-07T17:11:00.000-08:00

你的心中是否也有一片值得終生尋覓的美麗風景？(in your heart, is it have a beautiful view that worth for you to find out?)
意外發生之後，她受了傷，他卻永遠離開這個世界。( in an accident, she injured, but he leave here forever…)
和他在一起做過的許多夢，現在都不可能實現了。( they have many dreams, but already cant be realistic…)
她經常帶著淚水入夢，總是夢到同樣的風景：( she always crying while sleeping, there is always the same view in her dream : )
他們倆人站在樹下﹐幸福地等待花開。然而一陣狂風吹過，再也找不到他的蹤跡…
( they standing under a tree, wait the flowers blossom with happiness. But, when the wind blow, she cant find him again…)
她相信是他變成了天使…( she believed he become an angel…)
有時她會隱隱感覺到一陣蝴蝶拍翅般的輕柔微風，一股幽幽裊裊的清雅花香，似乎有人一直在她耳邊殷殷叮嚀，時時保護著她。( sometime, she can fell wind blew slowly like a butterfly flying, flower smell, like a people keep advise her by her ear, protect her always..)

Adopting from book “love in the wind” by Jimmy…he is the artist I like most….always have other meaning hiding in his words…

How beautiful their love..really really envy them….but, I want the person accompanying me always lo….it is really hard to pass if 2 peoples in the different world lo….haizs…will you, a person in future…?

so SICK....

2009-01-07T03:12:00.000-08:00

only have English clas for today....class started from 9a.m-12p.m....the teacher non-stop talking...she asked us to read somemore...just do some stupid things and not helping us in writting lo...as the course title is "Profesional Writting In English" lo....hehe...
that is a 3 hours non-stop class...me,Yee Suang,Yee Woon and Kee Jing non-stop talking at the back lo...
the class end with the lecturer asked us to re-write a letter...damn....we all dont know how to do..we just simlry changed the word used and hand-it lo...sure lecturer will vomit after see our work lo....
after class, i go to bus station to buy ticket to go back hometown on Chinese New Year....all my FRIENDS are the sucker...gave me money and asked me to go to buy alone...even not accompanying me...hng....
i not feelling well in the LRT...i even can't stand porpely....i quiky find a place to sit as people go out....i feel my whole body is very HOT...dont know what happened to me....
i just walking slowly to buy the ticket as feel dont have any energy in my body....haizs...after bought the ticket for 5 persons i treat good on me..i went to Nando's to have lunch....
i quikly order a 1/4 chicken with chip and rice as i dony wish to wait and think anymore..really feel tired and hot...i was sleeping on the table...the waiter wake up me when the meal served...so stupid...how can i sleeping at such place....haizs....i noticed that there is a hot and handsome guy beside my table....but...he was eating with his girlfriend...haizs...his girlfriend not good looking as well as him lo...such a waste...
the is 8 minutes juorney walk from Nando's to the LRT station nearby...walking and walking...i feel not comfortable more....i walked to the wrong side....i was block a rubbish collector way...he scold me in Contoniese lo!!!!! i scold back him....as usual i will just ignore lo....i just standing at there because i not feelling well...why such a fuck people scold and touching me by his dirty hand...made me crazy....i lost my temper as i really not feelling well!!!!
i was take a nap when in the LRT....there is 5 station to reached Univerty Station....i qiukly took bus and go back to my room....i slept again without taking bath...feel whole body is hot....maybe you can try to fry a egg on my body....LOL...
after woke up, i called Mummy...mummy asked me to go to clinic...while my brother was talking behind...."is he crying again?his sound looks like crying..."....i promise her i will go on tomorrow as the clinic in unversity really far from my residential college...it is already 6p.m....
i am having headache while writting this blog....haizs...sleep again after taking bath...friends, take good care yourself...dont fall sick easily as me....

Lecturer of Human Resource Management

2009-01-06T03:27:00.000-08:00

today is the frist class of subject"Human Resource Management"....i reached class early due to my coursemate---Chong Shan asked me to accompany to go to faculty together...when the lecturer walk in i thought he is one of the student...he looks so young....then i started discussing with Chong Shan, Yee Suang, Yee Woon and Kee Jing...
"you guess how old are teacher?"i asked
"i think around 40 years old..."Chong Shan
"38 years old ba..."me and Suang said together....
Yee Woon and Kee Jing didnt joined the discussion because they are so sleepy at that time...
he is so attractive for me....he meets all my basic requirment...he is tall enough...he is handsome enough foe me...he is highly educated as he got his degree in UKM and master in UPM...now he works as part-time lecturer in UM...wa....how can i let this kind of people go?but....haizs...he not...hehe...
he comes UM to teacher because he loves teaching very much....and he done extremly well in his area...so one of the lecturer here recomanded he to come to give lecture....
i feel really luck that i sign uo for the class as i support to take this subject next semester...and this is the last semester for him in here...hehe....
he is sharing all his experinces while in working environment....
"i was made a wrong decision while i working in a internationally company....i was 31 years old....my CEO was sent me to a confront in oversea to sign a contract...that made company lose much...i went to see my CEO and say sorry to him...he told me, never mind take it as a lesson, i paid RM20,000 for you to buy a experince...but dont make second mistake after this...i really learnt many from this..."he said...
he makes his class so interesting...i never fell sleepy in his class as i always sleeping in class perviously lo...hehe....maybe he is attractive enough for me la.....then made me aware lo....hehe
"when i was 38 years old, i help many companies to run their human resource plan...."
let's guess how old is he now....really a headache question la....he look so young...really fantastic people lo....
but, he said, he wont give A easily...im start worried now...haizs....but his face not that cruel lo...hehe....
i sure i will become more loving to attend your class from week to week lo...huhu...by the way...i forgot his name...need go to find out tomorrow...hehe...
the first sight made the decision...yaya....you are my target to fight for....

alone..

2009-01-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

since i came back here,i always alone...

sleeping alone...

eating alone...

thinking alone...

drinking alone...

shopping alone....

reading alone...

dreaming alone...

playing alone...

sitting alone...

walking alone...

huging alone....

watching alone...

talking alone....

missing someone alone..

writting alone...

that is not any problem to be alone...

actually i like to be alone much...

nobody will stop you....

just go ahead for everything you feel is right....

alone....maybe you are my good friend that i never realized...

alone...thanks for accompanying me always...

you never abandon me...

Mummy.....

2009-01-03T03:17:00.000-08:00

she is borned in year 26 March 1969,
she was married a man in year 1985,
she give birth her first daugther at 31 March 1986,
first son at 16 April 1989,
second son at 28 Spetember 1994....

she love them much...
she does everything just for her chlidren good...
she can secrifire everything just for them...
her daughter is far from her now...
her daughter is studying in UK...
her miss and worried her daughther much....
her sons also far from her...
they are studying...
can not accompanying by her side always..
i try my hard to go back to hometown at weekend to accompany her...

her husband was get stroke in year 2003...
she took his responsible as a"father"..
she continuing his bussiness...
she dont want people looked down at him and her children...
there is many gossip from relative after her daughther went to UK...
"u think she can affrod?"
"sure their life will be harder.."
"so pity,chlidren still small, but her husband..."
many and many...
she know, she cant stop those gossip...
she pretending didn't heard everything...

course her daugther and her sons always made her proud...
her daughther is the top student in the school...
this really made her proud as many cousins cant do so...
her younger also did well in his study..
the frist although not did very well in study but he still studying in top uni in Malaysia...
she just want her children have a bright and shining future...

while her children small...
she let her children do what every they want...
learning piano, drawing,talking lied...
she is a really strong woman...
she is getting old now...
she never put down her responsibility as mother and father...

she is the older children in her family...
when she was small...
she need to take good care on her sibling...
she is helping her father to run a coffee shop..
she was go there after school...
she also did vey well in studies...
she had a chance to further her study in Taiwan...
she give up..
due to finacial problem in her family...
she start working right after secondary school...

what will happened if she going to Taiwan?
did she regret married her husband?
did she angry her family that not allowed she go to Taiwan?
did she feel hard now?
why she dont want go to hospital when she sick?
why she always smile while she fell pain?
i always asking myself....
mummy...

i miss you much..
i love you much...
hug hug...
that day when i go to to KL...
you asked me to give you a kiss...
but i dont want..
im shy...haha...

im always by your side...
accompany you shopping, eating, wacthing...
accompany you getting old as well....
you are my supperior mummy....
thanks everything you gave me...
you are my angle...
god, plaese take good care my mother...
you cant die before me...
mummy....i love you...

go to sunway

2009-01-02T06:46:00.000-08:00

me and Peng Keong went to Sunway Pyramid to shop today...Boon Siong join us in the half way...where just shopping at there for a while...Boon Siong Keep asking us to go to eat...while waking to the place we have our hi-tea Boon Siong and Peng keong they are sharing to buy 2 clother at price RM50 lo...but i buy nothing there...i planned to buy new shoe a....haizs....we have hi-tea at J-co with dounut....Boon Siong suddenly ask us whether want to have steamboat at night or not...just right after finished hi-tea at J-co we quikly go to the place called "yuan" to have our steamboat lo...as we know there are always many people need to wait lo.."yuan"in chinese means fate...
luckily, we reached early so no need to wait...we have steamboat aroung 3 houra..im full now...haha...there is quit cheap..only RM18++ per person....while eatig, as usual we 3 sharing our secret....Peng Keong suddenly tell us that he not longer a virgin...me and Boon Siong are quit interesting that who are the person but not shock...haha....stupid Peng Keong...we all will have sex once time lo...just when having our first time...haha...
im quit sad that i have to stop Peng Keong to go out on that day...if i succed to stop him to go out he maybe still are a virgin now...i have to take responsibility for it, Peng Keong....huhu....but,at least you are the one who lost virgin in last lo...im the first one..haizs..
im sad that i buy nothing in sunway but just go there for eat nie...haizs...my new shoe...where are you...i need you to celebrate my Chinese New Year a....
actually i got many photo to upload lo...but dont know why i cant upload...maybe line problem in uni...

first day of 2009

2009-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

i woke up at 10am today, i just went qiukly to shower and went to Midvalley Megamall to shop with Peng keong(i just intentionally use purple colour for u lo...course u said u like purple and green lo...), Chor Meng and Shen Yong...so tired for shopping at there 9 hours lo...but just bought a short pant only...haizs...
before start our shopping, me and Peng Keong went to ATM mechine to take money and i know one pair gay couple is behind us lo..they staring at us and start their "discussion" on us lo..hng...got problem mie...haizs....
then we are having our lunch at Deli French lo...i asked them"did u guy noticed any changed at me?"they 3 replied..."yes, you become more "GEGE""..."gege" means gaylish in our language...haha...angry lo...said me like this..haizs...
i accampanying Peng Keong buy his clothes at "People's..."...oh my god...there is 2 pair gay couple ....made me crazy....they just started they "discussion" at me and Peng Keong...haizs....i replied them in my heart..."sorry man...we are good friend please...."me and Peng Keong knew since we are in from 1...we can share anything from hair to leg....me, Peng Keong and Boon Siong are famous 3 sister in our class as we always strike together...Peng Keong ia oldest sister,Boon Soing is second one while im the younger lo....only friendship between us ler...haizs...Please dont discussion us again la..huhu...

Last day for 2008

2008-12-30T23:27:00.000-08:00

today is the last day for year 2008...i dint do any plan to go to countdown except accompanying Peng Keong and Boon Siong having dinner at SS2 lo...as Boon Siong is working over there and it is near to my uni lo...although Yee Woon and Kee Jing asked me to go to Bukit Bintang to countdown togethor lo...im not wish to do that la....course....GO THERE IS SPEND TOO MUCH lo...keke...save money to buy new clothes for Chinese New Year lo...i willing to save money to buy new clothes lo...huhu...

Special thank for 2008 that it is accompanying me for one year...2008 is giving too much to me...new friends new life new experinces....2008 is important to me that this is the first year i studying in university which is the big first step to my "bling bling" future lo...2008,thank all the memories given i will keep all the time in my life....

2009,you must continue 2008 good job ya...i will cherish you also....muacks 2009 and good bye 2008....what i most wishes in 2009 is found a people that i love and also love me la...of course lo..yehan need love all the time lo...make a happy 2009...

25 minutes

2008-12-29T07:58:00.000-08:00

After some time I've finally made up my mind(经过一段时间，我终于下定决心)

She is the girl and I really want to make her mine(她就是我想与之偕老的女孩)
I'm searching everywhere to find her again(我到处搜寻，希望再次找到她)

To tell her I love her(告诉她我爱她)

And I'm sorry about the things I've done(对我所做过的一切，非常抱歉)

I find her standing in front of the church(我发现她站在教堂前面)

The only place in town where I didn't search(镇上我唯一没有寻找的地方)
She looks so happy in her wedding dress(她身着婚纱，看起来很开心)

But she's crying while she's saying this(但是说这些话的时候，却哭了)

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but(我一直没有得到你的吻，但是)

This is twenty five minutes too late(一切都迟了，只是25分钟)

Though you travelled so far(虽然你走了这么远)

Boy I'm sorry you are(但是抱歉，)

Twenty five minutes too late(你迟了25分钟)

Against the wind I'm going home again(迎着风，我再次回家)

Wishing me back to the time when we were more than friends(希望回到我们亲密的时刻)

But still I see her in front of the church(但是我仍然看到她在教堂前面)

The only place in town where I didn't search(镇上我唯一没有寻找的地方)

She looked so happy in her wedding dress(她身着婚纱，看起来很开心)

But she's cried while she was saying this(但是说这些话的时候，却哭了)

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but(我一直没有得到你的吻，但是)

This is twenty five minutes too late(一切都迟了，只是25分钟)

Though you travelled so far(虽然你走了这么远)

Boy I'm sorry you are(但是抱歉，)

Twenty five minutes too late(你迟了25分钟)

Out in the streets(走在街上)

Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat(渴望的心在这里找不到依托)

Inside my head still I can hear the words she said(头脑中还在浮现她的话语)

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but(我一直没有得到你的吻，但是)

This is twenty five minutes too late(一切都迟了，只是25分钟)

Though you travelled so far(虽然你走了这么远)

Boy I'm sorry you are(但是抱歉，)

Twenty five minutes too late(你迟了25分钟)

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but(我一直没有得到你的吻，但是)

This is twenty five minutes too late(一切都迟了，只是25分钟)

Though you travelled so far(虽然你走了这么远)

Boy I'm sorry you are(但是抱歉，)

Twenty five minutes too late(你迟了25分钟)

I can still hear her say(我仍然能听到她在说……)

by M.L.T.R

in university now

2008-12-28T05:09:00.000-08:00

i going back to uni on today...when i reached my residential college i was so shock that i noticed that there is additional wi-fi just in front in my room..that is mean i can online everyday lo...hehe..huhu...i cant live without online lo...hehe....without tidy everything i online immediately lo...hehe...

i will go for shopping with Peng Keong on tomorrow in time square and Sungei Wang lo...yaya...damn damn damn happy lo...by the way,tomorrow is public holiday for Malaysia..so,my class started on the day after tomorrow...

i met Yi Long yesterday,he is my godbro lo...my litter didi lo...he told me that he is going to camp on today also..hope he is in safety and everything good come to him lo...he is just 17 ma..even dont know how to take good care himself lo...even want me to hold his hand while passing road...wakaka..i know he is kind of sad la...but that is your fate lo..just accept everything come to you and appreciate it lo...guai ya..huhu...gor will take care here ya...hope everything will be ok after start class lo...i will work harder for my future..yeah...yehan is the best ya...suddenly miss my home much....miss my silly mummy...hehe...i wil only go back home in Chinese New Year lo...that mean still got one month time from now....

i read willy's blog just now...just feel disappionted that he is having oral sex with a lady just know a few day ago...haizs...that is people...just as Peng Keong said with me on bus today" when people feel their are in need, they will do anything they feel right on that time,and most of the time is wrong decision...too implusive..."....Peng Keong also giving me some advise that made me afraid to get involving in LOVE...haha...maybe im thinking too much lo....i believe that i will meet a right people on right timing in right place....ya...somebody is waiting for me.....

带我走 ( bring me away)

2008-12-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

this is the song i like most currently...sing by rainnie yang...this is the song in the taiwan drama called" miss no good"...it is a funny and romantic drama...take a look ya...

每次我总一个人走(i always walking alone)

交叉路口自己生活(T-junction, living alone)

这次你却说带我走(this time you said you want me to leave together with you)

某个角落就你和我(somewhere only you and me)

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑(like soil holding flower's confusing)

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌(like sky wind with a heavy rain)

在你的身后(behind you)

计算的步伐每个背影每个场景(culculate each step each shadow each view)

都有发过的梦( all is the dream before)

带我走到遥远的以后(bring me away to the far future)

带走我一个人自转的寂寞(bring away me from turning around alone eith loneliness)

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫(bring ma away although my love and you freedom will gone)

我不怕带我走(im not afraid bring me away)

每次我总独自远走( i always go far away alone)

保持缄默不皱眉头(keep silent not sad)

这次你却说一起走(you said go together with you this time)

彼此温柔从此以后(treat each other gentle and soft from now)

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑(like soil holding a flower's confusing)

像天空缠绵雨的汹涌(like sky winding a heavy rain)

在你的身后(behind you)

计算的步伐每个背影每个场景(culculate each step each shadow each view)

都有发过的梦(all is the dreams before)

带我走到遥远的以后( bring me away to a far future)

带走我一个人自转的寂寞(bring away me from turning around alone with loneliness)

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫(bring me away although my love and your freedom will gone)

我不怕带我走 wo~~~(im not afraid bring me away wor~~~)

白马溜过漆黑尽头(white horse passed a dark ending)

潮汐袭来浪花颤动(i dont know how to translate)

凝在海岸结成了墨wo ~~( i dont know how to translate)

蔷薇朝向草原气球(rose towards field ballon)

邮差传来一地彩虹(postman pass a rainbow)

刻在心中还打着脉搏(all in the heart in the pulse)

带我走到遥远的以后(bring me away to a far future)

带走我一个人自转的寂寞(bring away me from turning around alone with loneliness)

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫(bring me away although my love and your freedom will gone)

我不怕带我走(im not afraid bring me away)

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫 wo~~(bring me away although my love abd your freedom will gone wor~~~)

带我走(bring me away)

there is two sentences i dont know how to translate...help somebody can help me..i even dont know its chinese meaning well..

all the words i directly translated from its chinese meaning to english jux besause i dont wish to lost its meaning in the song....

i really hope can find someone can really bring me away and bring away me...

nice song and nice drama....

my future dog...........

2008-12-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

i really hope to have my own dog...but my mummy not allowed that...so i decided once i moving out...i must have a dog....white long long hair in white clour with big eyes...if possible i want a male dog...haha...so...im thinking my dog's name...

chow chow, poodle and schnauzer is the dog in my consideration...i prefered poodle...but it is too expensive...and it is looks so great...maybe not suitable for my status ba...before this,i dont wish to buy it,but from take in society la...my future lover must love dog also ya...by the way...i hate cat much...

Mee Yee's birthday celebration

2008-12-23T08:46:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is Mee Yee's birthday...i know her since i was in primary 3...we kept our relationship as classmate until now...haha...so great ler...before go there..i thought many people will going..im the first person reached there...because my home is near to the place...if not i sure in late la...then i call Ke Gao asked him where is them now...Ke Gao replied..."huh, i dun go ler..."im so sad...why he also leave us since he got girlfriend...haizs....SUAN LA...people attended, namely, shen xuan, jinya and her brother Ah Zhong,Jia Lee, Wei Seng, Peng Keong, Wee Heo, Chuan Ying, Xin Yee and Xue Lee...Jia lee is the person that leave most early that her parents not allowed her to stay late than 11p.m...haha...maybe she is beatiful ba...many people are fancies to her lo...she is studying in Australia now and have a Hong Kong boyfriend...her boyfriend is good looking in photo la...i dint talk many in whole party...i jux playing game with jinya's brother...maybe i dunno what shoud i say...haha...so stupid...yaya...Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...

im going back to uni soon...start new semester...should be more hardworking...to strive what im really want to...yesterday Peng Keong asked me a question...

"are u really need love in this stage?"PK

"i not really need now.."yehan

"if is the right people...i will not let go.."yehan

"you still got many choice while you are working since you are a business student.."PK

"many nice people is your area,be patient..."PK

"ya...i know...but im getting old...no time for playing anymore...once in working, no time to date anymore..and i will putting all my heart in works..."yehan

"ya...you are people in different mind with ordinary people...sorry, i forgot...haha"PK

"yeah...finally you get it.."yehan

PK is the people know me well and also Boon Siong la...PK, we work herder to find our true love ok?

look go to Mee Yee's birthday celebration...

acting cute....muahahaa

My English

2008-12-21T06:01:00.000-08:00

i know my english is very poor..so i put as much afford as i can to improve it...sadly...i didt see any improvement...i didnt get any A for engish subject since small...even in primary school...until now,im finding the best way to learn english...i hope somebody can give me your hand...i really need somebody to teach...

i remember...in primary school...english teacher always asked us to copy words or sentences from book, he/she asking us to draw picture as well...by only copying, i cant learn anything from them...but my chinese is very well at that time...haha...i made me proud...while in standard 6, facing UPRS year, english teacher put harder on us...i even cant make a easy sentence...i was so sad...i already put much afford on this..why i still cant get it?i dont know at that time.i used wrong way to learn...at that time, i learnt words..(actually i was so proud at that time, because my vocabulary is strong on that time, at least english teacher told me like this)...thinking back...im such a stupid lo...at that time, i dont know what is past tense, present tense,past perfect tense...at the end...i got a C for my UPSR examination...

i was going to tuition when secondary school...it is too late...people in the tuition center looks so great...i starting afraid to go there....fortunately...Ke Gao is always giving me encouragement...always asking to go for tuition...and i learnt many from the tuition teacher...she is a great teacher...she was teaching me tenses by tenses...she always forcing us to memorize vocabulary...actually i hate to memorize lo...force to do that...regret now...didnt learnt properly...made my english so poor now...haizs...i was quit there when i was form 4...and didnt go for any english class...and im starting to learn english on my own style...until now...im using broken english...how can be a uni student english still so bad...how...i also dont know how...

i will make it onw day...no just talking..

you guy must be kind of weird...my english is poor why i still using english to write blog...reason:

lazy to use pin ying...my "pin ying" not good...made writting chinese becoming slow...
my dear is philipino...dont know chinese...

ENGLISH,i will managing you one day..i will not giving up easily...after english i going to learn Japenese and French as additinal courses in uni...just wait and see la...all i can handle well...believe on my own....

My University and Malaysian Chinese

2008-12-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

im a first year student in 2nd semester...i finished my 1st semester with pionted 3.32...a pionter dont made me happy but not sad too...it is very fair for me...i dint put many afford in my study in 1st semester la...always go out to play lo...haha...

i just registered course for my 2nd semester yeaterday...i wake up early at 8 a.m just because senior said " if you dont register early, the course you want might no place for you..."what the fuck...line problem again..so i went out to cyber cafe to do my registeration...actually i hate to go to such place...but i force to go there....haizs....and paid RM3 for using their service lo....

let talk about my uni--->UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA(UM)...it is a good uni in Malaysian eyes...in their mind,it is very hard to get into UM..UM is well-know in Malaysia but not in worldwide...the ranking is becoming worst from year to year...my uni...i hope can upgrade...not just for Malaysian but for Malaysia...

Actually we can see any news about my uni everyday in newspaper lo...changed vice canselor, cafeteria stall and many small cases la...there is only one chinese food stall in my uni lo...but i never go the to have my lunch or dinner lo...haha..because is far from my residental college la...im in PJ but the stall in KL lo...for information, UM is built in between PJ and KL...sadlly...heard that the stall gonna to close soon...due to "halal"....

in UM, lecturers are using English to teach as im a business administration student...it is improtant for me to have a good English foundation...my Management lecturer always advice us to use English...it is useful for our future....but heard from my friend from other faculty, their lecturer are using Malay to teach them....for information, Malay is the official language in Malaysia....when exam you can choose whether answer in Malay or English...kind of weird...

in uni...chinese always get along with chinese similar to Malay, chinese and international student....chinese student using chinese to talk...similar to other races....in my faculty, chinese is the majority...there is only one Malay boy in my course this year if not mistaken...

there is many events hold in uni every year...some interesting so bored just depended on you want to join or not....for me, i seldom to join those activities la...rather than i rest in my room lo...i will joined just because my friend forcing me to join...i had joined a activities called PTKK9 in my residental college...it is a event for chinese to celebrate Moon Cake Festival...im in the decoration group....we planned to make a big tanglung....i draw it...then the vice-president for the event came...he asking us with looking-down us eye" are you sure you guys gonna to make it? you all can make it?did u all plan well?did you guys found any problem to make it?how it cost?plan well before making...dont waste money"...what the fuck...how suck this people...then i replied him with high confidental..." yes...im the planner, i gonna to make it...yes...i didnt find any problems befor i make it...we wont face any problem before make...problems will husr arising while making" then the vice-president go aways for his "meeting"....group member giving me a big big clap..."yehan, so great..the people is a sucker!!!!"...of course la, im yehan ma...very stubborn yehan...u say i cant do it..i will put much afford to make it possible...im proud in doing decoration lo...i will made what i want....i cant guarantee you anything beside decorating lo....haha...after this, i never join any activities...just because hate to get along with seniors...

for information, there is 3 ways to entry local uni...STPM( form 6) student for one and a half year, maticulation( major given to Malay only 10% are given to non-bumiputera...im one of the matricution student)study for one year( similar to STPM) and diploma holder( majority is malay student) study for 3 years....

im proud to be a Malaysian Chinese...as a Malaysian chinese, at least we know 4 language, English, Malay, Chinese and Hokkien/Cantoniese/Hakkar...as a Malaysian Chinese you might dont how to speak Hokkien/cantoniese/Hakkar but can kow what is talking about...multi-languges we known becoming one of the "weapon" to us with compete with others...haha...you will seldom to use Malay when you getting more high education....but you force to learnt it when primary especially in secondary school...Malay is a complusory subject to pass in secondary school examination...if not, cant get any certificate and you cant get work or further your studies...many students are taking many times SPM exam just become of the Malay subject...i really proud borned in Malaysia...can learn many language here...more improtant is we can eat the fantastic food from variety ethnics...haha...

Thank for Malaysia...you giving much and also disappionted me much...the thing disappointed me i cant say too much la...if not i wll sleep in jail lo...haha...but i rally proud to be Malaysia borned Chinese with variety languages i know...

200 pounds beauty

2008-12-17T10:05:00.000-08:00

200 pounds beauty is one of my favourite movie...it is a korea movie..talking about a big gal goes to great lengths to release the beautiful woman inside in this romantic comedy from South Korea. Ami (Seo Yun) is a glamorous and sexy pop star who has a string of hit records to her credit, but what most folks don't know is she can't sing a note and the voice on her recordings is actually... Hanna Kang (Kim A-jung). While Hanna has a beautiful voice, she also weighs 200 pounds, which has prevented her from having a career of her own, and while she's in love with Sang-jun (Ju Jin-mo), the producer who hired her to be Ami's voice, she lacks the nerve to tell him how she feels. When Hanna is invited to a posh party by Sang-jun only to discover Ami is wearing the same dress but in a much smaller size, she decides the time has come to make some changes. Hanna drops out of sight, has plastic surgery and liposuction, and a year later emerges as pretty and slender Jenny. No one recognizes Jenny as Hannah, and when she auditions for Sang-jun, he's certain he's found a new star to replace Ami, whose career has gone into a tailspin since Hannah went AWOL. Jenny's career is off to a great start, and she seems to have impressed Sang-jun on a non-professional basis, but Ami thinks there's something odd about this unknown singing sensation and starts doing some detective work. she has a beautiful look and good voice..she become a famous singer not just become her looks but her voice...she felt guity because she leave her only friend and her father...finally..she relized that she need her father and friend...she tell the true to her fans that what she done before... Minyeoneun gwiroweo (aka 200 Pounds Beauty was adapted from a popular comic book by Yumiko Suzukianow

today is the 3rd time i watched the movie...i like it very much especially all the song in the movie...the movie has many nice song..."mariah" and "beautiful girl" especially i like...im using "beautiful girl" as my ringtone..mummy say im crazy cause i wont read the massege before the song finished...i really like the song much and also its meaning...Han-na believed on herself..."a-ku-na-ma-ta-ta"...the person she loved love her in the end...

this sign call "a-ku-na-ma-ta-ta" believe yourself

another reason i like the movie is.................the guy in the movie is so attractive...damn damn damn handsome la...he is the cutie in my A+ group JIN MO-JUN...nice body and nice face...hahaha...Han-na also look very beautiful...i like them much...all the concert in the movie also seem very high...i like this fell..

my A+ class man....JIN MO-JUN...handsome ler...hahaah

i really really know the people who have not a good looking face...as me...always look down by other people..this is very unfairful...we need to become more hardworking to persure what we want but others with good looking face can get it easily...we need to show our high capital...otherwise, people will not even give an eye on us....really unfair...but i will work harder to gain what i want...i will worked as Han-na sprit...

that is what i like o...i recommend to you all...hope you guy will love it also...haha...reminding me..i need to keep fit la...yehan,jia you jia you....aza aza fighting..love you much...muacks...yehan

yehan, jia you...muacks...aza aza fighting!!!!!!!!!

My BIG PROBLEM

2008-12-15T23:54:00.000-08:00

i have a problem since i was from 3...i dont know how to distinguish 2 types of seafood...i dont know their name but i know how to eat la...2 of them i also call as "sotong"...haha....hope somebody here can help me to distinguish them..i wanna to know their name in english, malay and also chinese o...thank you very much...

here is the 2 things i mention---------------------->

octopus or squid? what is this? sorry for the picture look kind of weird...i draw myself...haha...i know this...my grandmum always put it into suop..the soup will smell nice then....like my grandmum's "liang tong" very much la...going back this sunday to drink her soup o... :-P

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this is octopus or squid?chinese name? i like to eat in fried or sambal....haha...i know what u guys thinking now ( a pig head plus some tails) is it? haha...i know also what you guys thinking 0...so great ler...i draw this myself too...haha...

hope people can help me to distinguish those two seafood o...thanks.....

i like beach very much...hope one day i can have my own bay..and then can live with my lover at there...i always say this" if you really love me, when im 21 years old, you present me a marine park la mummy"....haaha...really hope i can have a marine park...really...i will fight for a marine park in future...work hard to built my own marine park....

PANGKOK ISLAND TRIP

2008-12-13T05:50:00.000-08:00

the pulau pangkok organized by PK...3 days 2 nights...4 people blow us,they dint go...just 6 people went namely, me, boon siong, shen yong, peng keong, wei seng and chor meng...all boys...those people blow me, namely, ke gao, fui yen, ee kim and jin ya...hng...ee kim cant go because her parents worried her to play in seaside...because of her...the other dont want to go also....we started our jounery at 7.30am from Kluang station to Kuala Lumpur then take bus at KL to Lumut...then take ferry to Pulau Pangkok...around 9 hours to reach Pulau Pangkok...shit...haizs...reached there tired already lo...the 2nd day we play at seeside...6 big guys play together so funny...haha...we play many silly things...made mermaid...cock...haha...nice trip organized by PK...anywhere...thank you,pk...love you very much...take good care us like a mummy...PK,you really a fantastic "mather"...friend, when is our next trip?where we go?

mermaid PK v.s mermaid yehan...haha

problem of LEVEL...

2008-12-08T06:17:00.000-08:00

today raining for whole day...feel so bad...and cant go anywhere...and im sleeping at home for whole...so lazy...because just went back from Malacca at 2am yesterday ba...so tired...mummy said wants to go to sunway at kuala Lumpur de...they changed their mind just because of me...because i dont wish to go to sunway for play rather than shopping ba...

today im thinking a problem---problem of level between 2 people...2 people

from different world, different level of education, different of family background....and so fore...how they can together...although they are together, they will happy?

2 people from different level they have their topic when together?maybe im so simple...thinking simple..one "i love you" will made me happy for whole week...although i know it was a cheat...2 people from 2 different world can together happily?im always facing this problem...maybe i need to find one really match with me...soim giving my own one yaer timr to get prepare will...from mental to physical...i will b succed...ya...im yehan...i know someone matching me is waiting me in mewhere at a right time....

pooh and tigger really can together happily?they are from two different of level..........................................................

today weather is cool for me....

2008-12-06T06:15:00.000-08:00

Today weather is quite cool…no raining but no sun also…I feel so cool.. as cool as in my bottom of heart…today I just watching tv in room…dint go anywhere…just sitting at room…after that mummy ask me to go to shop to help her due to one worker dint come…im usual to do the work in admin rather than carrying things…I never do that since I was form 5…today I do again…oh,what a shit…I forgot all the thing where they put…I cant find a single thing…haha… “ haizs…rather than u do come…need me to tell you at where….not helping me also…” haha…I just forgot ma…many year dint do those thing a…and Im in moody that why i don’t wish to think…cool weather, cool yehan, cool heath, cool tear….im alone…no need to change for everyone…yehan still yehan, you want you come, don’t want please to touch me…ya…im alone…that why…only sound from my bottom heart I can heard…what accompanying me is lonely……

taken at pulua pinang...forgot the name of the place...cant just remember there has a castle and all the happy memory with family

go to see dental...what is LOVE?

2008-12-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

im went to see dental today...just because i feel pain when i drinking or eating cool food...how can i live without cool food...i like cool food very much...i go to dental around 2.15pm...what the fuck...i had waiting for 1 hour...haizs...but i in the surgery room not more than 2 minutes...haizs...is i am thinking too much lo..dentist says"aiyo, not what big deal la...no problem la...you think too much la...your teeth is very health a...just need to brush your teeth more clear ya"...is i am thinking too much?but i really feel pain while eating cool food ma...of course no change for it la...i went to watch Madagascar2 with my brother then...today nothing special lo...just sms with max gor gor..haizs...too many happened with his bf ya...haizs..i also dont know how to help him lo...relationship this thing outsider dont get involve is better ba...course talking is easier than doing...you can just talk what you feel is it right but really hard to do in fact...tomorrow i will going out with pk them for yam cha lo...haha...long time dint see them lo...miss much chatting with them...i really feel alone without people accompany me lo...feel wanna to cry lo...haizs..dont why this kind of feelling will come out suddenly...who can tell me why?

love really can be last and forever?1314{loving whole life} really can?how to do it?who can tell me?i really fell really hard...."my father love my nya nya much, my nya nya love my father much too...i want them togther...i want my father body back..."[adapting from "the litter nyonay" showing at channel 8 today]...LOVE...what is love...what is feel when love coming?how to keep the feelling long lasting?

Life guidance from hell

2008-12-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

kenji cousin

Today is my bad day..8.30am bb sms me “ya, I want to break up…I love another boy, he is an artist and model..bye” that is what I had expected…he only reply me a single message when I asked bb what bb really one…we end our one month relationship…im quite shock that im crying for half minutes…no more sad then…ya, we are from different world, different level, you are an artist I just a super normal uni student..how we can get together…Is I thinking too much.. “shi wo xiang tai duo ni zong zhe yang shuo”[is I think too much, you always said like this] I deleted all the sms you gave as end our relationship..bye also… then I received message for max gor gor “yehan, what are you doing? Why you told him what I had told you on yesterday..you made gor gor in angry ya…when you go back to kl?” I replied “I told him just because I know you love him much.. I not wish see gor gor in suffer” I didn’t reply max gor gor when I go back to kl caurse in not wish to go back there…hahas…just because once I go back I need to study hard for my new semester…and will miss bb again..shit…today is Wednesday, I just realize that I never go to pasar malam since I went back to hometown..miss food in pasar malam…chai chao gui, keropak lekor, kaya pok….muahahaa…I want to eat…pasar malam here is quite different pasar malam in kl…haizs…no chai cha gui as well…I read newspaper, it is promoting a book"life guidance from hell"…one book encourage us to see the people clearly, don’t be so silly and pure….i got scold from mummy just because my temper…haha…but…I wont changed lo…that is me..yehan what…if mummy see this a sure she will killing me again lo…
After read the book we should able know that
(1) everyone can be buy, depend on how much u give
(2) don’t put down your “weapon” easily
(3) good people, always doing bad things under
(4) hero always kidnap by “benevolence”
(5) people is cheap in nature, no advantage no friend
(6) love is valueless, the most useless investment
(7) behind close friend is Shadan
(8) tiger didn’t eat its own child, but mother will kill her son
(9) secret of the well know people, pretending don’t know is better
(10) authorized people also a people
(11) don’t believe on justice
(12) valueless people be careful will praying, will be the “thing to the god” anytime
(13) when you be “soft soil”, other will be the machine
(14) although are friends, all must be clearly calculated
(15) doctors are not “hua tuo”
(16) don’t go to hospital without friends and family
(17) must be determinate, all people respect you then
(18) financial planner and assistance of investment also need to pay loan
(19) old people, people stand by to injustice
(20) all come from mouth, don’t hope other keep secret for you
(21) the three things that cant believe it
(22) don’t get involve to the things that you don’t know
(23) know how to do “people” will successes, know how to do “work” go to the jail
(24) in working, “justice” is used to advertise
(25) company, a place to pay taxes
(26) be careful on boss that when boss doing thing according to the rules
(27) don’t believe on “ one sense love” that such unbelievable thing
(28) police get bribe, only scare only on media
(29) if you are not beautiful, get your fine, don’t do much useless things
(30) your sweet heart, will “kill” you in some ways
(31) attractive things are made from money
(32) more self-fish, more long you live
(33) in business world and workingà no friend
(34) not guilt not equal to “good people”
(35) media mass actually is a “ processing factory”
(36) when all people starting to respect you, must be careful
while I writing this my cousins their nagging…ah han gor gor when you finished…we want to play game le…faster la…haizs…you guy made me crazy….i stop for a while to let them to play my laptop games then…then I talking with my the litter cousin…I say many things to him although he don’t understand what im saying…he just keeping ask…what the comic talk about…pikachu…haha…eng hui…I lost you, you leave me…our xmas dating gone…I will take care myself you take good care yourself too ya…[dec 3,2008]

what happend to me

2008-12-02T09:05:00.000-08:00

damn!!!!i writen so many just now but all gone...haizs....how to get it back?dont want to talk many already...angry angry and angry...today i miss my bb very much...i didnt recieved sms from bb for 3 days already...maybe bb busy gua...i edit a photo today...wakakaa..upload it later...ENG HUI, I HOPE YOU PROMISE ME ON THIS XMAS...HOPE TO SEE YOU ON THAT DAY...i remember what you tell me...although see many times sms you gave im still touching...i keep all that...you know...im happy just becaurse i have you...going to pankok with pk and bs them on 10th dec...hope all friends can go lo...dont make me dissapointed...BS,im so shock what you told me on today...hope you and your choose happy always la..i wont think too much as PK said"gege, dont think too much la,you are so valuble now as you have a bb like this,so the ex is nothing for you,dont think too much la"hahaha...lazy to write many lo..just now i writen many but gone...what the fuck...hng!angry...i love you, bb...

my first time

2008-12-02T04:18:00.000-08:00

halo...this is my frist time to wtite a blog...first of all, im yehan,19 years old now...just a simple guy live in a simple with a simple dream...im still studying..i dont know why i choose to study..maybe see my friends is studying so i study ba...you can notice that i like to write in full word because of my bb...my bb cant understand what im writting if i using short word...haha...my life is very simple...dating+chatting with frienda+go to wet with friend=life of yehan...that is my formule for my life muahaha...those people who dint know me very well then will known me as "guai guai zai"...if they know me deeper...they always will say this"yehan...look at me...are you really yehan...you had changed a lot..."of course...im not know you very well..how can i get crazy together?hahas...my plan for 2009...(1)study hard (2) make bb love me more (3) keep fit (4)enjoy my uni life...hahas...who viewing my blog remember to leave your comment before you go o...