Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Happy Chinese New Year
New year eve....
went back to father's hometown (Yong Peng)...somewhere near my hometown...need 45 minutes to go there...as usual...we had our reunion lunch at there in my 1st uncle's house after my grandmum passed away...finished lunch i asked mummy to go to shop to buy a pant for me...hehe...i found what i want...the pant spent RM52...quite cheap lu...but i like it...then we went to 7th uncle's house to have our reunion dinner...it was around 5pm...i never had dinner such early lo...5th uncle keep asking me to drink red wine with him while eating...made me in drunk a bit lu...haizs...mummy stopped me at the time and said we want to go back to my mummy's side grandmum's house already...hehe...i like to go back to my ah po's house lu...she always cook my favorite food lu...hehe....i live together with her while im baby lu....chicken, fish, soup....i like...hehe...then we had our so-called reunion supper there...all my uncle asked me to drink beer again...haizs...totally drunk....and had my sweet dream untill 12pm next day....
1st day new year...
went back to my father's hometown lu...mummy and daddy keep talking...while me and brother keep eating there....dont know what to talk with my cousins...no talking no mistake...my brother just afraid i will fight with them lu....cause always talk something stupid...haizs....and we went back to ah po's house again...hehe.....started gambling with my litter cousins lu...im the oldest at there...haha...actually i won lu...but...all them asked me to buy ice-cream for them...then...my money gone....10++ cousins there....as long as they happy...i happy also la....reached home aruond 10pm++...wanted to online..but connection error again...feel hungry lu...then i cooked maggie mee lu...and drink 2 tins beer....nice sleep again...haha...
2nd day of new year....
mummy not planned to go anywhere on today...we all slept in home until 6pm++...and quickly went back to ah po's house again...ah po asked us to go back for steamboat...hehe...this is the first time i drive back to ah po's house...there is around 30 minutes journey from my home lu...steamboat with my uncles and aunts..so happy la...mummy asked me to open red wine...i drink a bit only this time...after eating...started gambling again....all my cousins bully me...they cheated my money....huhhu...haizs.....reached home sleep deadly on my brother bed...haha...
today(3rd day of new year)
woke up early...calculated my ang pou....im the one who rugi(lost) among siblings lu...cause mummy asked us to share the amout....ah po gave me big ang puo lu....more money than bro and sister...haizs...but never mind la...im still the richest among siblings...huhu...sure they red eye again....not doubt...mummy said"you are the most kiam siap one"...huhu...said me like this...not kiam siap...im intelligent in saving money lu...bank in the money and paid my studies fee on this afternoon....i went to Peng Keong 's house at 8pm....doing many stupid in PK's house lu...untill Genki asked us to play together with him lu...Genki is my online friend and he tried to woo Ee Kim when we was in from 4...haha...Ee Kim do many thing just wanted to get his attention lu...bitchy Ee Kim...you dont want him first la...he has gf now...hehe...but Genki is still attractive although he becoming fat la...Ke Gao, Fui Yen, Chor Meng, Shen Yong, Boon Siong, Peng Keong, Ee Kim went to fun fair together...so stupid...walked around there only...didnt play anything lu...paid RM3 for the entry fee...haizs...then we had supper at old town...we planned to go out on tomorrow agian...Yi Long didi asked me to go out on tomorrow also...i want to take photo with him...he is bo tak(no hair due to PLKN) now...and his dark skin...sure he look man la...
have 12 days new year celebration to go...i only go back on coming monday...didnt take any photo...so dont have photo to upload...so sad...take photo on tomorrow...
Happy Chinese New Year....Wish all the dream come true....
Friday, January 23, 2009
preparation for Chinese New Year
i went to set my hair this afternoon...but im not happy with the result la...mummy siad me always doing something wasting money...cause...seem like didnt do anything lo....i planned to set again on tomorrow....but...no money lo...just set again in KL la...if my hair too over, sure my father-side relative say many on this la...to aviod this...set my hair after CNY la...
the food i like most...pineapple biscut...only sold on CNY lo...mummy always buy many for me while CNY la...muahaha
i bought 1 long pants, 1 short pants and 3 shirts for CNY lo...of cause a pair of "bling bling" shoe la...mummy near to kill me la...all this spent RM400++...mummy siad me..."hey...my dearest son...you not only buy clothes on CNY lo...no need bought too much la...you bought clothes every month ler..i goona kill you if u dare to buy anymore..."huhu....CNY ma...and i have one week holiday ler...but..still have 2 shrit 1 pant i bought on last year and i didnt wear...mummy consider they as "new clothes" also...for mummy i bought 3 pants, 5 shrit and 1 shoe for CNY la...huhu....
i planned to buy new watch lo...but....mummy sure present me a knife la...haizs....i want new underwear and new stocking..mummy...please....
i went to install Adobe Photoshop today...i busy on designing banner....i not ex
pert in using this programme lo...hope someone can help me...Jamie...i know you willing to help me a...please..Jamie...help me...i dont want lost lo...hehe...
Suddenly miss my sister in UK much......jie jie....
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
a simple thing
"wha....come so early ya...managed to wake up early wor...congrate...."me
Suang know im teasing her lu...she replied" ya la...even yesterday i splet late...but miss you miss so i came early lu...i didnt see someone yesterday wor...made me sad..."
"is it?i dont know u were sad lo...i just purposely sleeping yesterday lu...dont want see someone dance ler...i afraid i will laugh laudly lo...muahaha..."me

she put down her beg and took something out...
"na...give you...i know you not happy yesterday lu...give you.."Suang
"wha...i long time didnt see this kind of sweet lo...nice to eat nice...miss it much..."me
"im great ler....i know you like it lo.."Suang
i gave her back a smile....
i will upload the sweet photo on tomorrow lu...tomorrow go back hometowm lu....damn happy la...cant sleep wel here without air-con...uncle fecth me back...i waste RM25.10 for the bus ticket lo....haizs...
talk back about the sweet...i remember i always eating it while im small lo....i always asked money from grandmum to buy it...it is a fruity+milkly sweet lo...but Suang gave me grape favour lo... i want orange!!!the sweet only sold in the fruit stall beside my grandmum's house ler...after move to live with parents i have not changes to eat lo...haizs...it looks like lolipop but actually not lolipop lo...
Just a simple thing but made me so happy lu...happy for whole day la....
as usual....we talking for three hours in the english class and eating sweet lo...suddenly...the lecturer stood up...
"after Chinese New Year, i would like to separate this class in to two...15 people in group...you all will only pay attaintion if least people in class..."
haizs...maybe this is the only way to make us in silent lo...haha....but...teacher you pandai pandai(be clever) la..i sure i will transfer class if im not same class with Suang, KeeKee and Big head la...huhu...
while i was having dinner the stupid publicity head called me to go to meeting immediatly...im the committee member of Business Night....
"you all have to make at least 4 banner for me after Chinese New Year"
WTF...i dont have Adop Ptohoshop software in my loppy lo...
the one of the member say he will install for me...
after the meeting, i asked him when he gonna install for me...cause im going back home on tomorrow...haizs....he give me a answer made me so sad and see clearly his really personality lo!!!
he asked me to borrow the software from other and install myself....i shot" ma de" in my heart lo...he even recommand people who have the software to me lo...WTF!!!!
he pretended so helpful in the meeting but didnt help me as welll...Ma De!!!!i hate such people much!!!2 face people!!!hng....
i wont ask you help me anymore...ask Peng Keong help me...hng...i will remember how you traet me lo...you dont ask favor for me...i wont help you...Fuck!!!hng...i even can go to computer shop to install it...i wont ask you to help me again!!!!and i sure my banner is the one be choosen...i must win it...you stay at back ba!!!!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
a boring day....
i sit beside Peggy...she saw me in moody and day dreaming...
"Ah John, why you look so boring?Suang ler?"Peggy
"They all are practising dance for tonight's show lo..that why i alone lo..."me
why she mentioned Suang only?
caurse in they mind, they thought Suang is my anata...but sadly to say...she not lo...we just a very good friend lo...laugh together...sharing food together (Suang asked me to accompany her to keep fit lo, but she is slim already la!!!)...teasing each other....hehe...of caurse shopping together...rather than "sister" she is my "mother" lo...all my notes and books are in her place lo...she bring for me everyday...haha...
my residantial college is different from them...they force to change to another college due
to in my college chinese more than malay...this cant happened and should not happened..why?is simple actually...Malay is the majority in Malaysia, so allocated of student need to follow the rate...haizs...then leave only 7 business students in my college...damn...how boring and lonely we are....why Peggy called me Ah John?
i also dont know wor....the people who first called me Ah John is ZheZhe (a stupid leng zia and talkactive lo, he older than me 1 day lo...his birthday on 15 April) lo...i asked him why called me Ah John but he just smile lo...
he asked me back"you dont like Ah John?we also can called you John John, Litter John or Litter John John lo...i prefered Litter John John lo"
"ma de (fxck in english, but i not mean this la), i dont want..."me
but, they still caling Ah John lo...and i will respont them also...how stupid i am...hehe
i received sms from Senior Hao at 4pm lo...he asked me to join his celebration party lo...he won for the election...im his wakil calon (candidate representative) lo...he asked me to go to celebrate together lo...but i reject lo...cause im the only first year student there...so shy ma...haha...hope they will take away for me lo...hehe....i want nasi goreng babylon....sausage rolled with chicken (very very big one o...i think is 20cm ba) with fried rice and egg...OMG!!!i want....ask PK accompy to go there to eat it after Chinese New Year...
why he join school politic?i also dont know...i just know....politic is dark here....even can put 2 pig head in surau (place Muslim pray).....haizs....so dark....
after came back from class....i slept until 9.59pm lo....i stared at my phone and thinking...huh...what is 21.59?is it 7pm only?haizs....i always like that lo...i cant convert 24 hours format to 12 hour format lo....and i keep thinking and thinking...and smiling lo....so stupid...OMG!!!is 10pm...i quickly wake up and go to bath lo....
sorry, Suang, KeeKee and big Head....im not purposely blew you guys lo....i was sleeping...i know Big Head keep sms me to come...my phone turn in silence and didnt notice while sleeping lo...sorry la, Suang...not purposely didnt go to watch your performance ler....sure tomorrow you will nagging at me lo..."Ah John, you see, so pain"...but never mind la..you are our clubbing queen lo...hehe...
3 more day go back home to celebrate Chinese New Year lo...miss my Kenji and all litter cousin( mother side) lo...but hate to see all father-side's cousin...sure they will showing again...i just keep silence there and sit with my mummy...see and laugh with mummy on the stupid behaviour and convesation lo....haizs...dont force me...i will doing something out of you all expectation if continuing forcing me lo...bring my boyfriend back?haha...good idea...but not only you all panic lo...mummy also will vomit lo caurse she thought i back to straight lo..hehe...sadly...dont have lover now...actually mummy quite like my ex-lover nie...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
sharing something
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的就是那些 该放进心里的人
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
there are something said by my friends...today i incidentally found all in my handphone...just wanna sharing with you all...really meaningful....but i dont wish to translate them into english...(actually im lazy la...)haha....
i hate myself
TEO YE HAN...what are you doing...more and more tutorials and assignments...got time yu dont want to do...go to do such suck thing...how bad you are...haizs.....TEO YE HAN...
will only do assignment when the due date near...then just simply find something online and then put in assignment....when the marks is low then u regret...that is your life cycle...haiz...how you changed?you can predict your future now...
haizs...TEO YE HAN....be more hardworking lo...study la...dont play around lo...no time lo...final exam is on 10 weeks later...wake up please....
WAKE UP, TEO YE HAN....and friend...dont call me go out after this of no any special thing...but...i know...everyday is special for us...so...i will continue my suck life here....haizs..........

Friday, January 16, 2009
is he cheating?
we go to Peo
ple's to shop while waitting the show time....no doubt...the promoter at there starting their discussion on us again....according to Peng Keong...today i look so gaylish for them...haha...i will upload the photo while Chinese New Year lo...their discussion is very very long lo...".........they are couple?"promoter
"do u guys want us kissing in front of you all?or make love?"Pk
then we walked out from the shop with highly confidential.....haha....
reached in cinema...i saw my cousin and his girlfriend....according to his father he should in UK studying law now....im so shock when i saw him in KL lo....then i call my mummy quickly...mummy said he came back for his break until Chinese New Year lo...huh...in confusing lo...course all my friend and sister are having exam on this time lo...why he is in break one...haizs...plus...he just went there for 3 months only lo...how came so fast got break ler...haizs...he pretending dint see me lo...i also didnt cal him as well...
he is my 5th uncle youngest son...my 5th uncle who is a very rich businessman...all his children is studying in oversea...his first son studying enginering in UK and his daughter was studying finance in Australia...and last son is syudying law in UK....but he parents will only told something with good reputation on his family to us lo...wont told the bad one...
so, is he cheating us?he will go back to UK again?why he is in KL but not JB?he suppose in JB as it is his hometown...and...why he came KL but not imform me?im his only cousin in KL now...his sister moved back to JB already...so many question....
and i and mummy made a conclusion....he wont go back to UK...and maybe he give up his studies already...then why them dont want to tell us the truth?
this is human...people always hiding something bad behind..
...Thursday, January 15, 2009
hair pin, where are you?
no doubt...it is missing!!!!!WTF....how can i live without you, pinny?
why it lossing?
- due to i have a roomate who dont like clean
- everything putting on table will lost if i no keeping propely
- he just put everything on the table(we are sharing a long table)
- he will no clean his area unless he go back home
- he will just throw my thing if is in his area
pinny...you are so pity...but i dint found you in dustbin...where are you?
i very headache with this roomate...he not gonna sweep the floor...never and ever...he can sleep with his beg, clothes, pants and underwear....OMG...just kill me ba....
what is on his table now?
- clothes in a bucket(full already...he will only wash it once a week)
- books
- notes
- laptop
- electric wire
- charger
- shoe spray
- mouse
- newspaper
- files
- keyboard
- tissue
- milo
- biscuit
- boxes
- cooler
- lock
haizs....he not going to keep it unless in semester break....how?i keep for him?haizs...pinny...you really pity la....
if i didnt put my loppy on table..i sure my place will gone lo....for him, i like to do work and study on my bed....he know?i doing work and study on bed due to i dont have place to do work and study on table....
if im not in room for one night....i got no eye to see what happened lo....sure his clothes and loptop beg is on my chair....i gonna to cry!!!!!please!!!!the room not only mine....please be co-operation....sweep the floor....dont put your thing in my area....please clean your place....please take bath before sleep...please talking slowly when people slepp...please lough slowly....please dont bring many people back...please close window when sleep...please dont changed my chair position,i need it to go down as im sleeping on top...please dont sneezing while sleeping...please sleep early...please close your laptop while you sleeping...please talk politely to me...plaese please and please....most improtant...plaese wash your leg!!!!you have Hong Kong leg!!!!so smelly when you take off your stocking....you know?i know you knew...why you dont want to wash....?please........
you like to criticize people...but you never thinking back yourself....i give myself 4 more months...i gonna move out soon....good bye....is you...i want my pinny back...all is your fault!!!!hng...
pinny...plaese come out....babby will not simply put you on table again....please come out....
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Love is blind
ya...i agreed will Yee Woon lo....course Yee Suang skip all classes just she want to go to date...totally blind...haha...i guess if im in love i will also do the something lo...haha...
love is blind?i dont know...i just knew that i will lost all my control once im in love lo...do many silly thing untill all the people around know me im in love lo...wakaka...so stupid....cant keep thing secretly...hhahaha...
For me...i will just blindly follow the people if only i really love him much lo....love him too much untill i forgot who i am...really....
why love made people blind?i dont know...can someone tell me?power of love?if you are really loved the person you willing to do anything just for him/her...even can kill his lover just because loved the person too much....how blind this kind of love.....
is love made people blind or blind made people in love?i promised myself i wont get in a blind love....course will hurt me so much....
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
4 Hs'
"for me, it is important to have a highly income, highly educated, height between 180-183cm and handsome lo..."yehan
"ya...of course....we are degree holder in future and we are not short...i even not consider the person who do not have a car..."Pk
"shihhhh...dont let Boon Siong heard this...sure he will give us a big slap...haha..."yehan
"this is relistic for this world...."Pk
"we cant live without MONEY..."me and Pk
1. highly income
how to live without money?how to survive?i am come from a middle class family...parents ave 4 houses in Johor...even thought my father is sick now, my mummy can even send my sister to UK for study and send my brother to a private secondary school...she didnt asked me to loan for study also...i buy new clothes every month...from hair to nail...i spent RM 300 per month...as PK said "we are degree holder after 2 years"...sure my lover cant earned less than me la....no money how we date?as Boon Siong said" you can watch DVD in home, so romantic...no need go to cinema..."hey...Boon Siong, be realistic la....who want only watch DVD...pirate somemore...haizs...
2. highly educated
of course, who can survive without a degree certificate today?all talking about level of education...no certificate equal to no job..."can you accept a promoter working in Sg Wang as you lover?"Pk..."ya...maybe i can..but the relationship wont longer than 2 months lo...we dont have a topic to talk...haha.."yehan...ya...many problem will arising when 2 people from 2 education background...really...
3. height between 180-183cm
im 182cm...for me, i cant accept my lover shorter than me...cant!!!!how can i bring you out?i need your shoulder when i cry...if you are too short will made me uncomfortable...really...i mind it....
4. handsome
there is many type of handsome...for me you are handsome is enough....no need other people said you are handsome lo...course...you are mine....haha....for me la,everyone in the world is handsome and pretty lo...dont worried about this....haha...as PK siad" aiyo...sure you close light when you are making love la...how can see his handsome face in dark ler?handsome, useless at that time la...haha"
"people is demanding you...why you not demand back?that is your right...."yehan
Monday, January 12, 2009
a letter dont sent
Dear Chun Mun,only you know what i really want....
silly yehan
Saturday, January 10, 2009
sweet sweet home
ohhhh....my sweet sweet home....Wednesday, January 7, 2009
love in wind
意外發生之後,她受了傷,他卻永遠離開這個世界。( in an accident, she injured, but he leave here forever…)
和他在一起做過的許多夢,現在都不可能實現了。( they have many dreams, but already cant be realistic…)
她經常帶著淚水入夢,總是夢到同樣的風景:( she always crying while sleeping, there is always the same view in her dream : )
他們倆人站在樹下﹐幸福地等待花開。然而一陣狂風吹過,再也找不到他的蹤跡…
( they standing under a tree, wait the flowers blossom with happiness. But, when the wind blow, she cant find him again…)
她相信是他變成了天使…( she believed he become an angel…)
有時她會隱隱感覺到一陣蝴蝶拍翅般的輕柔微風,一股幽幽裊裊的清雅花香,似乎有人一直在她耳邊殷殷叮嚀,時時保護著她。( sometime, she can fell wind blew slowly like a butterfly flying, flower smell, like a people keep advise her by her ear, protect her always..)
Adopting from book “love in the wind” by Jimmy…he is the artist I like most….always have other meaning hiding in his words…
How beautiful their love..really really envy them….but, I want the person accompanying me always lo….it is really hard to pass if 2 peoples in the different world lo….haizs…will you, a person in future…?
so SICK....
that is a 3 hours non-stop class...me,Yee Suang,Yee Woon and Kee Jing non-stop talking at the back lo...
the class end with the lecturer asked us to re-write a letter...damn....we all dont know how to do..we just simlry changed the word used and hand-it lo...sure lecturer will vomit after see our work lo....
after class, i go to bus station to buy ticket to go back hometown on Chinese New Year....all my FRIENDS are the sucker...gave me money and asked me to go to buy alone...even not accompanying me...hng....
i not feelling well in the LRT...i even can't stand porpely....i quiky find a place to sit as people go out....i feel my
whole body is very HOT...dont know what happened to me....i just walking slowly to buy the ticket as feel dont have any energy in my body....haizs...after bought the ticket for 5 persons i treat good on me..i went to Nando's to have lunch....
i quikly order a 1/4 chicken with chip and rice as i dony wish to wait and think anymore..really feel tired and hot...i was sleeping on the table...the waiter wake up me when the meal served...so stupid...how can i sleeping at such place....haizs....i noticed that there is a hot and handsome guy beside my table....but...he was eating with his girlfriend...haizs...his girlfriend not good looking as well as him lo...such a waste...

the is 8 minutes juorney walk from Nando's to the LRT station nearby...walking and walking...i feel not comfortable more....i walked to the wrong side....i was block a rubbish collector way...he scold me in Contoniese lo!!!!! i scold back him....as usual i will just ignore lo....i just standing at there because i not feelling well...why such a fuck people scold and touching me by his dirty hand...made me crazy....i lost my temper as i really not feelling well!!!!
i was take a nap when in the LRT....there is 5 station to reached Univerty Station....i qiukly took bus and go back to my room....i slept again without taking bath...feel whole body is hot....maybe you can try to fry a egg on my body....LOL...
after woke up, i called Mummy...mummy asked me to go to clinic...while my brother was talking behind...."is he crying again?his sound looks like crying..."....i promise her i will go on tomorrow as the clinic in unversity really far from my residential college...it is already 6p.m....
i am having headache while writting this blog....haizs...sleep again after taking bath...friends, take good care yourself...dont fall sick easily as me....
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Lecturer of Human Resource Management
"you guess how old are teacher?"i asked
"i think around 40 years old..."Chong Shan
"38 years old ba..."me and Suang said together....
Yee Woon and Kee Jing didnt joined the discussion because they are so sleepy at that time...
he is so attractive for me....he meets all my basic requirment...he is tall enough...he is handsome enough foe me...he is highly educated as he got his degree in UKM and master in UPM...now he works as part-time lecturer in UM...wa....how can i let this kind of people go?but....haizs...he not...hehe...
he comes UM to teacher because he loves teaching very much....and he done extremly well in his area...so one of the lecturer here recomanded he to come to give lecture....
i feel really luck that i sign uo for the class as i support to take this subject next semester...and this is the last semester for him in here...hehe....
he is sharing all his experinces while in working environment....
"i was made a wrong decision while i working in a internationally company....i was 31 years old....my CEO was sent me to a confront in oversea to sign a contract...that made company lose much...i went to see my CEO and say sorry to him...he told me, never mind take it as a lesson, i paid RM20,000 for you to buy a experince...but dont make second mistake after this...i really learnt many from this..."he said...
he makes his class so interesting...i never fell sleepy in his class as i always sleeping in class perviously lo...hehe....maybe he is attractive enough for me la.....then made me aware lo....hehe
"when i was 38 years old, i help many companies to run their human resource plan...."
let's guess how old is he now....really a headache question la....he look so young...really fantastic people lo....
but, he said, he wont give A easily...im start worried now...haizs....but his face not that cruel lo...hehe....
i sure i will become more loving to attend your class from week to week lo...huhu...by the way...i forgot his name...need go to find out tomorrow...hehe...
the first sight made the decision...yaya....you are my target to fight for....
Sunday, January 4, 2009
alone..
since i came back here,i always alone...Saturday, January 3, 2009
Mummy.....
she was married a man in year 1985,
she give birth her first daugther at 31 March 1986,
first son at 16 April 1989,
second son at 28 Spetember 1994....
she love them much...
she does everything just for her chlidren good...
she can secrifire everything just for them...
her daughter is far from her now...
her daughter is studying in UK...
her miss and worried her daughther much....
her sons also far from her...
they are studying...
can not accompanying by her side always..
i try my hard to go back to hometown at weekend to accompany her...
her husband was get stroke in year 2003...
she took his responsible as a"father"..
she continuing his bussiness...
she dont want people looked down at him and her children...
there is many gossip from relative after her daughther went to UK...
"u think she can affrod?"
"sure their life will be harder.."
"so pity,chlidren still small, but her husband..."
many and many...
she know, she cant stop those gossip...
she pretending didn't heard everything...
course her daugther and her sons always made her proud...
her daughther is the top student in the school...
this really made her proud as many cousins cant do so...
her younger also did well in his study..
the frist although not did very well in study but he still studying in top uni in Malaysia...
she just want her children have a bright and shining future...
while her children small...
she let her children do what every they want...
learning piano, drawing,talking lied...
she is a really strong woman...
she is getting old now...
she never put down her responsibility as mother and father...
she is the older children in her family...
when she was small...
she need to take good care on her sibling...
she is helping her father to run a coffee shop..
she was go there after school...
she also did vey well in studies...
she had a chance to further her study in Taiwan...
she give up..
due to finacial problem in her family...
she start working right after secondary school...
what will happened if she going to Taiwan?
did she regret married her husband?
did she angry her family that not allowed she go to Taiwan?
did she feel hard now?
why she dont want go to hospital when she sick?
why she always smile while she fell pain?
i always asking myself....
mummy...
i miss you much..
i love you much...
hug hug...
that day when i go to to KL...
you asked me to give you a kiss...
but i dont want..
im shy...haha...
im always by your side...
accompany you shopping, eating, wacthing...
accompany you getting old as well....
you are my supperior mummy....
thanks everything you gave me...
you are my angle...
god, plaese take good care my mother...
you cant die before me...
mummy....i love you...
Friday, January 2, 2009
go to sunway
luckily, we reached early so no need to wait...we have steamboat aroung 3 houra..im full now...haha...there is quit cheap..only RM18++ per person....while eatig, as usual we 3 sharing our secret....Peng Keong suddenly tell us that he not longer a virgin...me and Boon Siong are quit interesting that who are the person but not shock...haha....stupid Peng Keong...we all will have sex once time lo...just when having our first time...haha...
im quit sad that i have to stop Peng Keong to go out on that day...if i succed to stop him to go out he maybe still are a virgin now...i have to take responsibility for it, Peng Keong....huhu....but,at least you are the one who lost virgin in last lo...im the first one..haizs..
im sad that i buy nothing in sunway but just go there for eat nie...haizs...my new shoe...where are you...i need you to celebrate my Chinese New Year a....
actually i got many photo to upload lo...but dont know why i cant upload...maybe line problem in uni...
Thursday, January 1, 2009
first day of 2009
before start our shopping, me and Peng Keong went to ATM mechine to take money and i know one pair gay couple is behind us lo..they staring at us and start their "discussion" on us lo..hng...got problem mie...haizs....
then we are having our lunch at Deli French lo...i asked them"did u guy noticed any changed at me?"they 3 replied..."yes, you become more "GEGE""..."gege" means gaylish in our language...haha...angry lo...said me like this..haizs...
i accampanying Peng Keong buy his clothes at "People's..."...oh my god...there is 2 pair gay couple ....made me crazy....they just started they "discussion" at me and Peng Keong...haizs....i replied them in my heart..."sorry man...we are good friend please...."me and Peng Keong knew since we are in from 1...we can share anything from hair to leg....me, Peng Keong and Boon Siong are famous 3 sister in our class as we always strike together...Peng Keong ia oldest sister,Boon Soing is second one while im the younger lo....only friendship between us ler...haizs...Please dont discussion us again la..huhu...


