Mummy.....

she is borned in year 26 March 1969,
she was married a man in year 1985,
she give birth her first daugther at 31 March 1986,
first son at 16 April 1989,
second son at 28 Spetember 1994....

she love them much...
she does everything just for her chlidren good...
she can secrifire everything just for them...
her daughter is far from her now...
her daughter is studying in UK...
her miss and worried her daughther much....
her sons also far from her...
they are studying...
can not accompanying by her side always..
i try my hard to go back to hometown at weekend to accompany her...

her husband was get stroke in year 2003...
she took his responsible as a"father"..
she continuing his bussiness...
she dont want people looked down at him and her children...
there is many gossip from relative after her daughther went to UK...
"u think she can affrod?"
"sure their life will be harder.."
"so pity,chlidren still small, but her husband..."
many and many...
she know, she cant stop those gossip...
she pretending didn't heard everything...

course her daugther and her sons always made her proud...
her daughther is the top student in the school...
this really made her proud as many cousins cant do so...
her younger also did well in his study..
the frist although not did very well in study but he still studying in top uni in Malaysia...
she just want her children have a bright and shining future...

while her children small...
she let her children do what every they want...
learning piano, drawing,talking lied...
she is a really strong woman...
she is getting old now...
she never put down her responsibility as mother and father...

she is the older children in her family...
when she was small...
she need to take good care on her sibling...
she is helping her father to run a coffee shop..
she was go there after school...
she also did vey well in studies...
she had a chance to further her study in Taiwan...
she give up..
due to finacial problem in her family...
she start working right after secondary school...

what will happened if she going to Taiwan?
did she regret married her husband?
did she angry her family that not allowed she go to Taiwan?
did she feel hard now?
why she dont want go to hospital when she sick?
why she always smile while she fell pain?
i always asking myself....
mummy...

i miss you much..
i love you much...
hug hug...
that day when i go to to KL...
you asked me to give you a kiss...
but i dont want..
im shy...haha...

im always by your side...
accompany you shopping, eating, wacthing...
accompany you getting old as well....
you are my supperior mummy....
thanks everything you gave me...
you are my angle...
god, plaese take good care my mother...
you cant die before me...
mummy....i love you...