Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

This is the song i love most....i remember and miss you again...Chun Mun....but you never know now...i just can keep it inside my heart...all paint and teras return to my heart....